I feel like shit... 😟

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Yoongi Pov

Monica was put back to sleep. The doctor came in and put a clear liquid in her IV, and her eyes slowly closed. The scream she let out gave me the chills. I just wanted to take the pain away from her. I wish I was in her position.

"You guys really need to stop fucking fighting. This is not the fucking time for revenge or what ever is up both your fucking asses. This is a crucial matter and not about you both right now. Our teacher, your fiancé, and you're so um. Whatever you fucking call her is in pain and can't remember shit. How about we focus on her first before you fucking kill eachother?" Jin yelled

"I agree with hyung. For once in your life, could you just civil? Plus we are in this because it's both your fucking fault. If YOU both didn't get involved with her none of this wouldn't have fucking happened. Look what the damage and pain you caused not only Monica but everyone in this fucking room! You got these two shitting and peeing themselves, Kook crying and humming a song to Monica, Jin pissed as shit and wants to ring both of your necks and I angry beyond belief because you both don't know how to act like adults. Acting like children! Just fucking chill for now until she's alright before we all get kicked out of the fucking hospital. We are in here because of Monica. Not your fucking two. You put her in this fucking situation. You both hurt her. Not by cheating, abusing, fucking her, saying you fucking love her but you both clearly don't. You're hurting her heart! To be fucking honest I wish you both just leave her fucking life. She doesn't nerd neither of you!" Taehyung yelled

My eyes widened with shock. I had never heard Taehyung like this. Out of all of us, he's the more logical one. The sweetest one. Yes, everything I said about before is 100 percent true. But he is different from the rest of us. He has feelings, and he cares. He thinks about everyone else before himself. He looks out for the ones that he loves. He's like a miniature Jin.

Taehyung was right.

"He's right," Namjoon said behind me.

I turned my head to look back at him. Namjoon didn't look like he was earlier. He actually had care, regret, and sorrow written on his face.

"This isn't about us right now. It's about the one that we both love. If you even do love her or just want to be friends with benefits with her. We cause this problem. We are the reason why she is in here in the first place. Let's just before cordial and talk like adults. We are here for her." Namjoon said

All I could do was nod my head. I didn't know what to say. My heart was lodged in my throat. Holding back the tears, I wanted to escape. But I had to be strong for her. Not weak.

Namjoon had his hand out for me to shake. I took my head in his, and we both shook on it. But I knew it was too good to be true. He yanked me closer to him and whispered in my ear.

"When she's out of this fucking hospital
I'm going to fucking ruin your life. You're going to wish you were dead.. and your little daddy won't be able to save you, " he said

Anger fueled me , but I held it back. Because the guys behind me were watching us. I had to be strong. I kept telling myself over and over again.

I yanked my hand away from him and walked away from him. I'm sitting next to the chair near her bed. Holding her hand as I looked at her peaceful self.

"You're not in pain, no more baby girl," I said as I rubbed my thumb on her knuckles.

"I love you so fucking much and I should've said that to you in bed. I wanted more than friends with benefits. I wanted you to be mine. My queen, my princess, my love and especially my girlfriend. Or maybe the wife of my future kids. I take back everything I ever did to you. And I'm sorry for every fucking thing. I love you, Monica. You are my fucking life" I whispered so no one would hear me.

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A couple of days went by, and it was the same thing. We would have to do the whole introduction shit and all. But this time, namjoon and I didn't fight. Shit we barely even talked to one another. We sat two seats away from each other.

The doctor came in and checked her vitals. He said everything was normal it was just her memory.

"So, who is her legal guardian?" He asked. We were in the conference room where he wanted to talk to us privately.

"Me!" Me and Namjoon said in unison.

Our eyes met, and I just wanted to punch him in the fucking face.

"Oh.. Kay?" The doctor said as a question

Every time the doctor asked me and namjoon and a question, we would say the answer at the exact same time.

"Well, that's pretty strange. Are you both in a relationship with Ms. Monica?" The doctor asked.

"Im her fiancé" Namjoon said

The doctor "hmm" and then looked at me.

"Im...I'm...uh...her." I looked around, and the guys rolled their eyes at me. Jin mouthed 'say the truth' which made me sigh.

"Im her friend with uh----"

Namjoon cut me off.

"Doc, let's just get to the point. She's my fiancé and Monica and yoongi are in no relationship. They are just a teacher and a student involved in a sexual fantasy infatuation. There are no feelings involved, " Namjoon said.

Bits and pieces of my heart broke. Namjoon was right. I had no say in any of her condition. She wasn't mine... I wasn't a legal guardian to her. I was just a stupid fucking fake ass student who got into my teachers pants. The thing is, I did love her, and I am still in love with her.

"Well, that's settled... I will be handing all the reports and future appointments to Mr. Namj---"

"Wait! Dont give him anything regarding Monica, " I cut the doctor off

"And why is that, Mr. Min?" The doctor asked

"It's the wrong move. He will only make her worse. Trust me, " I pled

The doctor looked back and forth between me and namjoon.. I could tell he was reading us both. Namjoon had no expression while I had tears in my eyes, biting my lip and my leg shaking ungodly.

The doctor looked at the rest of the guys who were behind me, and they all nodded. Jungkook, Jimin, and tae all were sobbing. Jin had a worried expression, and hoseok just stared at the wall.

Namjoon had no one beside him. He was alone. He had no backup or support. It didn't look like he cared.

He wanted her only for himself. To claim her in any way. Take advantage of her in this state. To do whatever he wanted since she can't remember. Just for money.

Namjoon never loved her while I gave my heart and soul to her. Took care of her the times she was sick. Even if I did use her in the beginning, now it's different. I may have a different way of showing her my love. Never really expressed it to her. I will now because she is my future.

The doctor sighed and looked down at the paper in front of him.

"Well, the person I'm going to give the rights over to take care of Ms. Monica is...."

All of us gasped..

No word was said...

I automatically knew this was going to happen.

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