Don't Pity Me ‼️

i feel so numb 2

Becky's pov

I later on found myself at a club in the middle of the city. I barely had much on me, so I wasn't planning on staying for long. I made my way inside, ordered my drink, and sat down at the lounge. It wasn't packed, maybe considering that it was a Wednesday night.

I got my drink and began chugging it down as if it was still water. I could already feel the burning sensation through my entire body, a sudden reminder from the "sex on the beach" that I was already tipsy.

I stood up and began swaying my hips towards the dance floor. As I was dancing, a tall figure appeared behind me. I was too drunk to care to take a look. Suddenly, I felt cold hands on my hips. I could care less about them, so I continued dancing .

They began to move closer to me, instantly I could feel their warmth on my ass, it made me very uncomfortable so I tried moving away. Their grip on my hips tightened, "uhm, could you back up a little bit?" I turned around to tell the tall middle-aged white man behind me.

He raised his eyebrow and began to laugh, his breath stank from the alcohol he had clearly consumed. " Come on, darling. Loosen up. Let's have a little fun shall we, " he said with his face hovering in my neck and his hands around my waist. I tried to get away from him, using every bit of strength I had to wiggle myself away from him, but nothing seemed to work. He's really strong.

I felt his hand lower to my ass and I immediately began shaking from the flashbacks of my father, I felt helpless, and I couldn't help but cry. "Get off!" I heard a familiar voice. I opened my eyes to the guy on the floor, and jazz was on top of him busting this guy's face.

Two bouncers quickly rushed and took jazz off of the guy. She still wanted to jump back on the guy, but the bouncers took her outside, and I followed. "Okay, I won't go back fuck!" Jazz said before she saw me coming from behind the bouncers.

"Are you okay?" She asked. I bit my lip and nodded. "Okay, come on, let me take you home," she said while grabbing my hand. At first, I was hesitant, but I ended following her to her Revuelto. She opened the door for me and quietly went to her side. Once she was inside, she sighed and looked outside her window.

" fuck! This is all my fault. " she banged her steering wheel, "Huh? " I said, confused. "I'm sorry, I was jerk. But why didn't you go home Becky? What if you could've got hurt or even worse, assaulted. Do you know how dangerous it is in this state at night, and you're alone!." She said calmly, but I could still tell that her voice was full of worry.

"I couldn't go back home because Cas is still upset with me and - and uhm, I don't know why I feel this way bit you really hurt me earlier. I really wanted to give you a chance, Jazz. But I don't know, it doesn't matter anyway, thank you for helping me, I guess." I explained

She just nodded and started her engine. "How did you know I was here? Are you following me?" I asked. "You're not that unpredictable kitten," she said, looking at me this time. My cheeks suddenly flashed red to the pet name she called, and I quickly turned to face the window.

"Just do your job and take me home," I said, folding my arms. Suddenly, I felt a hand on my thigh, I looked at my thigh, and then her. She was still looking at the road, and her hand began to slowly go further up my thigh.

"What the fuck are you doing?" I said looking at her face which wasn't faced at all. "I can't wait to fuck that attitude out of you" she said still looking ahead as one hand was on the steering wheel and the other still remaining on my thigh." What is wrong with yo-" she cut me off as She suddenly gripped my thigh, a soft whimper escaped from my mouth and I quickly bit my lip to prevent me from moaning.

"What was that?" She said with a smirk planted on her perfect plump lips. " fuck you " I said under my breath. This time, her hand traveled all the way up until it reached my center. I didn't even notice I was throbbing down there until she touched me. Immediately, my back arched from the sensation, and I bit my lip even harder.

I hated the fact that my pants were ruining the friction of her hand movement against my center, but I refused to tell her. "Pull down your pants for me," she ordered. She didn't have to tell me twice, I quickly pulled them off and left my panties on.

She went inside my panties and began to rub on my painful, throbbing center slowly. I slightly wiggled and moved about in my seat, following the rhythm of her hand. She rubbed in tiny circles, and I put my finger in my mouth and my other hand on hers so she could go faster and harder.

"Ah ah kitten, don't touch me or else I'll stop," she said surprisingly, still looking at the road in front of us. I quickly took my hand off hers in frustration. She started speeding up her pace, but this time, not only paying attention to my clit but also my folds and entering. The more her pace picked up, the more my back went off my chair, and I could feel a weird knot build inside my stomach. I couldn't hold it in any longer, I let go of my finger, and moans escaped from my mouth.

I felt really strange. It was a feeling I had never felt before, and it felt like I was going to explode with pleasure. She placed her index and middle finger inside my warmth, while her thumb rubbed my clit and my eyes immediately shot up and rolled to the back of my head. "Mhhh fuck" I said as my fingers digged into my thighs and my toes curled.

She was doing so good. I could feel my climex approaching. " I'm so close, fuck fast- faster" I managed to say. Just as I was about to release, I felt her fingers out of me. My eyes shot open, and I looked at her. " Why did you stop?" I said out of breath. She put her fingers in her mouth and smirked, " You're home," she said. And that's when I realized she was already parked in front of my apartment.

I was so pissed off that I felt like crying. I felt so good and she decided to stop? I didn't say anything to her. I just pulled my pants back on, went out of her car, and stormed inside the apartment. Since it was late, I reckoned that Cas was asleep. So I quickly went into my room and went inside my drawer to look for my vibrator. " If she can't, then I'll just have to do it myself," I said to myself as I took off my pants and blouse. I slowly removed my soaked panties and placed the vibrating toy on my clit.

Immediately my my back arched off the bed. "Fuck Jazz" I moaned her name. I shocked myself, but I was too horny to stop. As I was getting close, I heard, "I see you can't stop thinking about me." I quickly opened my eyes and saw Jazz standing at my bedroom door, wearing her stupid smirk.

A/N
I made this chapter long, so I really hope you enjoyed it. Feel free to comment. And there are spelling errors that I'll need to fix later on. For now, just try to get what I'm implying, please  🍒🙏🏾