Following Lea

Chapter 8 | Ruin my life

"Pretty please come on over and ruin my life"
-"Pretty Please" dutch melrose

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All morning, all day, reading, reading, reading and fucking reading.

Most exhausting shit ever. I haven't seen Azalea in a fucking week because of me studying. I haven't seen her face and it's killing me.

She starts school again today. I hope she's okay.

I pull out my phone, compensating on whether I should text or keep to myself. Ahh fuck it I'll text her. What do I text her? I don't wanna sound like a creep. What if she blocks me? She wouldn't right? Never mind I won't text her.

I should check the teddy cam to see how's she's been.

Uh Xavier. No. No puedes hacer eso. Mierda. (You can't do that it's a violation of her privacy. Shit)

Oh well I'll do it just for the plot.

I check the teddy cam. I see her undressing and I turn it off. She doesn't want me to see that yet. And I'm not a pervert.

She's ruining my life and making it better all in one.

I drag my hands across my face annoyed I don't know what do for once in my life.

Why can't I be knowledgeable and smart like my brother Javier?

I mean he's all the way in New York studying to be a fucking lawyer and I'm over here basically a cop. Something I never thought I'd do.

Javier

Xavier: when do you get a holiday break from school?
Javier: proximo mes, why? (Next month)
Xavier: Come to LA.
Javier: Why all of a sudden?
Xavier: because I said so and I'm older. Don't make me drag your ass up here.
Javier: fine.