Losin' Control- By: Russ Now playing...
WARNINGS: Cussing, cheating
FLASHBACK
ANTHONY'S POV
What the fuck am i doing? That was the only thought in my mind while i was kissing this random girl at a club. One part of my mind was enjoying this, but the other part was on my fiancé at home.
I knew i shouldn't even be at the club, so why am i here? Everything felt so wrong...but so right. Maybe i can just get a drink, then not tell Cali..Yeah, I'll just do that. My mind was racing with a million thoughts.
CALIMARA'S POV
I was laid under the plush white blanket with a bra and black shorts on. Anthony was out with his friends for Malik's birthday. I didn't really mind, nor care because i knew i could trust Anthony enough to go to a club and not cheat.
I went on instagram and scrolled through my feed aimlessly until I saw something that made my heart stop.
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@Masi..too..cool:
CAPTION: happy 30th Malik!!!! @AnthonyRamos @MalikLona
COMMENTS:
@User3462962: Uhhh??
@MalikLona: Appreciate it 🙏🏿🙏🏿
@Kay.l0v3: Soooo do we just not see the first picture???
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CALIMARA'S POVI was in confusion. Maybe she tagged the wrong Anthony..Yeah...My Anthony would never cheat on me. That was what i wanted to think...i tried to think positive thoughts.
I heard the lock click around midnight. I walk downstairs and see Anthony, but he smelled like cheap perfume.
"Anthony.." I didn't wanna believe it..i couldn't. "I'm sorry.." Was all he whispered. Tears formed in my eyes, threatening to spill at any moment. "No.." My voice quivered, showing my emotions. I felt him pull me into a tight hug. That night ended with tears, yelling, rude words and heartbreak.
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FLASHBACK OVER
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When i went home that night i just wanted to scream and break everything in my room. Everything now reminds me of how shitty of a boyfriend Anthony was. Oh who am i kidding? He was a great boyfriend, but i'm only saying that so i can feel better.
I just wanted to drink all of my problems away but I knew i would have been a mess if i did. I Pick up my phone and called one of my friends, Asika. A couple of rings later, it just went to voicemail. I let out a soft sigh and walked downstairs
I got a cup of water to ease my thoughts. I drunk it pretty quickly, hoping that would make an effect on my mood. After a couple of seconds of just standing in the kitchen i went back upstairs to my room.
The house was big, and empty. It had furniture in the house, but it just felt empty. Like love needed to fill it. It reminded me of something, something fragile.
I flop down on my bed and go on my phone. I scrolled on instagram for about 15 minutes, just sitting in boredom. A couple of minutes later i let out a sigh, got up, then took a shower.
I slid on a loose white shirt and black shorts, put my coily hair into a ponytail then got into my bed. I stayed on my phone for two extra hours because it was just quiet and empty in my house.
I watched a bunch of reels before i let out a yawn, indicating that i was sleepy. My breathing was soft, quiet and slow. I cut my phone off, put it on the charger then sat it on my bed side table. Slumber washed over in an a matter of seconds, which wasn't surprising to me.
The house was quiet, cold, full—yet empty. The sounds of the city kept me asleep, which wouldn't for others. Exactly the opposite, it would shake a soul to awake...but it kept me calm, as if it was the peace i needed in my life. The peace i needed, and wanted.
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i wanted this to be more of a calm and deep chapter!
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