More than this- A Tronner and Troyler Fan Fiction

Part Four: Complications

I returned home to Perth and after a few weeks of being home, I received a letter from Connor. It read:

"Hey My darling baby boy

Hope you had a safe flight home and I know I miss you heaps baby. I hope everything at home is well but this comes with a serious note as well. Tyler is in hospital. I was staying with him a few extra days after you left and he disappeared into his room one night and after not seeing him for most of the next morning, I kicked down his door and he was lying face down on his bathroom floor, a razor blade next to him and his legs and arms badly cut. He's in a bad way Troye. He needs you more than ever right now and you need to be here. He's been in hospital for about three days now and he hasn't woken up yet. I need you. He needs you. If you can get a flight, we are in the L.A. main hospital. I'm scared Troye. We may lose Tyler. I really need you here right now.

Your Boyfriend and love,

Connor x"

I started to cry after reading this and I was quickly booking my flight to leave that night in order to get to L.A. as soon as possible. Connor needed me. Tyler needed me. I was packed in 10 minutes and a few hours later, I was on my way to L.A., worrying about what would greet me when I reached the hospital. I texted Connor on the way to the hospital that I had arrived and that I would be there really soon. I reached the hospital and standing at the front desk was Connor and he looked terrible. His hair was all over the place and he looked worn out. I walked up to him and he suddenly broke down as soon he hugged me. He kept repeating that he was scared that we were going to lose Tyler and that he was worried that I wouldn't be able to see Tyler. I told Connor to head home to go sleep and to freshen up and that I would look after Tyler for him. He gave me a tired kiss and with that, he was walking out the door.

I slowly went up to the third floor where ICU was and after signing in, I was directed towards ward five and room 14. I opened the door slowly and lying in the bed was Tyler, his eyes closed. What really made me feel sick was the bandages that covered all of his arms and the top of his legs because I knew that I was the reason he had done that to himself and I felt disgusted and ashamed at myself. I held his hand and started to sing Life of the party by Shawn Mendes: "We don't have to be ordinary. Make your best mistakes. Cause we don't have time to be sorry. So baby you're the life of the party. I'm telling you to take your shot it might be scary. Hearts are gonna break. Cause we don't have time to be sorry. Baby you're the life of the party" the tears rolling down my face. I then felt a little squeeze in my hand and I look up and saw Tyler staring back at me. He smiled slightly at me and he said, "Troye? Is that you?" and through the tears, I nodded. He leant closer to me and I leant in and kissed him with my whole heart. It was at the point that I knew I was in love with Tyler and not with Connor and it broke me a part further inside. I pulled away from Tyler and I demanded to know why he was lying there. He explained to me that he was really hurt when I kissed Connor in front of him and that he actually really loved me from the moment that he first met me and he still loved me. He said that he wasn't thinking and he found his blade and started to slice because he was hurting. He turned to look at me and then he started to scream in pain because of his cuts and I held his hand until he stop screaming. He looked at me with an apologetic look and I smiled at him even though inside, I was falling apart and wanted to escape from that hospital room. I told Tyler that I would be back soon and I called Connor to tell him that Tyler was awake. He told me that he would be there soon. Connor arrived to the hospital and he hugged me and kissed me and I kissed him back even though I had stronger feelings for Tyler. But I couldn't tell him. That came later.