IF IT'S MEANT TO BE

Chapter 4

Things were going quite smoothly and tonight we slept together more like we're laughed at nothing and everything then she kissed me my first kiss I didn't kiss back and when she pulled away she looked at me and smiled but it was not like her usual smiles so I pulled her in and kissed her like she kissed me soon I got the hang of it and kissed her deeply and when she moaned, I knew I was fucked little did we know that someone saw us that night. Things became heated between us and soon people began to be suspicious of us of course I said it was out friendship there was nothing were just besties which I received silent treatment that week but I explained that our relationship was forbidden and we could both be expelled she relaxed of course after a stolen orgasm . Soon , we couldn't keep our hands to ourselves and that night I ate her out she was loud and fuck she squirted on my bed and some went in my mouth the the matron came to my be she pretended to be asleep but I couldn't "why are you guys sleeping together you think I don't know what has been going on? I've had enough tomorrow morning I'll forward your names to the deputy principal let's see if she can put an end to this madness" and with that she left. "Ooooops!I think I screamed louder this time what will we do?"She looked at me with fear in her eyes yes even I was afraid"I'll handle the talking in case we get summoned,you go with the flow ok?" she nodded and I let her sleep but I couldn't get a wink. The only one who knew about what's happening is my cousin Devon he just laughed and told me to be careful and enjoy myself I knew for sure that I'll be disowned by my father's family not that my father cared, he was dating girls my age and drinking his money away so he had no right to judge me the morning came and with a smile on my face, we were ready to face disciplinary together I just hope she doesn't freak out on me . We were investigated and I denied everything with every vague evidence, I had story to cover it so that was my first warning until they found a note I liked how you tasted in my mouth last night and when you screamed goodness I couldn't help it." Do you mind explaining this Tasha what does this note means it was found on Kylie's bed" fuck why didn't she throw it in the pit or even tore it into peace's now what come Tasha you gotta think"I was biting her obviously then she screamed I thought we were still playing so I went ahead and ticked her I just couldn't help it like she likes tickling me too so she started screaming for me to stop and I did." I know that sounded lame even for me but the deputy let us off and I was mad she still kept the note she apologised but latter that week we were summoned again by now the school had become unbearable we were told everything the students demanded we be expelled or else they'll go on strike they don't want demons in their school but deputy said there was no evidence enough even for suspension so we were cleared and I have never given God thanks like I did that day.

Of course she owned a fucking diary and yes she recorded every moment with how she felt gosh even the date even with how she couldn't believe how we managed to get away so this time she was question with me waiting outside and when I went in, she looked at me with tears in her eyes and mumbled sorry and I knew I wa fucked. Supenion wa in order and I was beaten before I was disowned and kicked out so I called my mother and told her what happened "it's ok I know it happens but your father's family had even doubted and questioned me if I was sure you are theirs when you look exactly like your father go see my mother I'll home the next day." I wiped my tears then went to my other grandma and she welcomed me. He called (Devon) called me and soothed me and later that night I called her but she kept murmuring how sorry she felt so I soothed her and reassured her that everything was fine. When we went back to school after two weeks, my grandma(from my mother's side) saw her alas we were relatives shock on both of us and to make matters worse, the news of us being related spread across the school like wildfire this was going to be a long year for the both of us we buckled up. After all the apology and letter review we went to class things were not normal of course if they saw us together, it was war if they saw us smiling with each other it was another thing we were being watched like hawks and I was not liking it." I don't care what they think maybe I should transfer to another school because this is madness,"Kyle pleaded with me one afternoon but I refused then she wanted to confess to everyone that we loved each other and that they should leave us alone but I told her no. Our sleeping arrangment was discarded and I was taken to the first heat building both of us forbidden from entering the others but our sitting arrangment still remained and that was our downfall. When I said we could keep our hands off each other, I wasn't joking we had touches under the tables gave each other knowing glance and if we remained the two of us we stole kissed here and there until their deputy caught us herself and thus the second suspension later after the suspension, we were asked if we wanted to stay in school or rent outside to school or to just go home we agreed to go home .

Her mother had the audacity to shout at my mother"teach you daughter well now she has ruined my daughter and her education isn't that right baby," I looked at her and waited for her reply it didn't bother me that my mother was talked to in that manner I just waited for her to say something"it's true mother," she didn't even look me in the eye and for the first time my tear fell and head felt light "come on my little demon let's leave the angles alone," my mother squeezed my hand I looked at Kyle wiped my tear then told her "okay" then I went with my mother.Later that night I texted her is this what you meant when you said you'll tell the world of how much you love me and will fight for me. oh it's ok IAM sorry for ruining you angel I truly am. goodbye. She tried to talk to me but I didn't allow her she texted me and told me it was not like that but she didn't say more gtjhats how our bond or rather friendship faded. My mother couldn't afford books or a tutor after all this was my final year to my collage exams but I told her I'll manage I couldn't .

It was hard I thought a lot I pushed myself to much my aunties weren't any better now I understood why they say your tounge can kill or save a life I got more depressed. I laughed at nothing and everything. I had palpitations out of nowhere and could ran out of breath even from just breathing. I had my periods five times the same months with th cramps coming as usual. I lost my appetite and above al I was forcefully baptized in church I was even signed up for youth programs in church later I was taken to a psychiatrist to check if I was ok then I became quite and since my mother was not with me she was in another city working odd jobs she couldn't stay with me she wasn't stable yet  I built walls around me the environment had turned toxic and everyone had shown their true face except him he never did .He comforted me gave me hope made me feel better brought me out of that hellhole gave me the bricks for the walls I had built with no one but him and my mother allowed inside this is where our story begins.