IF IT'S MEANT TO BE

Chapter 5- Our story

I did my final exams, my father's family came over and things were ironed out. I went to stay with my mum since she had become stable we were in the same city and same neighbourhood as Devon so after a while I decided to go visit them and luck was on my side my other other cousins came over and yep we all went to their place it was bigger, better and peaceful.

He taught me how to ride a bicycle but when I fell I stopped learning till now I don't know how ride that thing.we talked slot we bonded he told me about himself and home when he was young and I laughed like crazy turned out his side of the story was hilarious.
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"I was jealous back then like everyone liked you and you were friendly with them but you hated my guts I wanted to hear you talk even if I couldn't understand you that much.When I was you get curios about a phone I was happy and I can't lie I loved it when you tried to ask me something then we bonded well on my side I bonded with you I liked you a lot you know so I learned the home language for you I got better at dancing so you could not have a hard time teaching me when we met again and gosh I could sleep on the night to us travelling I didn't know if you received my card or not but I didn't care I had a lot to tell you,"I looked at her since she hadn't said anything maybe I talked to much gosh I never knew how to shut up around her but she looked at me with her curious eyes I couldn't help but smile. I like her that much I had known and accepted and I knew soon she'll go to collage and meet men out there but there was nothing I could do we were cousins but I wonder if she even cared about that since she fell in love with her girl cousin all because she didn't know but she had told me she didn't care if they were cousins or not." You called me fat that day and I felt bad," did she just snicker at me? "Is that why you've been working out I must say it paid off you have a great body now anyway,"my leapt when she said that maybe I've gone too deep.

We talked the whole day and at night she came to my room to talk,we talked till early morning when we slept she slept with me on the same bed is it maybe my hormones or something because this was hideous and frightening it's like the feelings got stronger when she was away and the decided now was the right time to explode. IAM doomed that's for sure.We went on like that till one night I couldn't take it anymore. There are not seats in my room so we sat in the closet the doors were opened we were watching a comedy show and told each other about ourselves as well soon everything died down and she had to go sleep at the girls room but she never moved and neither did I . "Why are you laughing "she looked at me "I just imagined a scenario of what it would feel like and it was funny because it's like IAM in trouble now,"I think I know where her thoughts are then we are both fucked her behaving like there's no tension between us is what kept me in line. To divert her attention I told her about a beautiful girl who had everything she did not used to pester me around and how me and her almost kissed I know that was stupid with the smile she gave me. I couldn't talk anymore but I still asked "what is this weird thing you are thinking maybe I'm thinking the same,"I turned to her but she smiled"trust me it isn't the same what are you thinking I need to confirm" attacking while defending wow how do you answer answer that. "I was thinking about it being being that I want to have sex with you," she laughed. "No dumb boy I was thinking of how it would feel like to kiss you," she said and for a minute I froze and my heart raced so loudly I thought she'd hear it." We can just find out you know just once, once is enough to know how it would feel like,"I knew I was sounding desperate but can you blame me I wasn't thinking right as a matter of fact my throat felt dry and looked like I wasn't alone since her breathing had become heavy and when she licked her lower lip almost lost it but I waited for her to make up her mind and give in then she came closer and fuck it was happening she gave me one last look debating whether we should kiss or not and I knew she was going to back out. "Just once is enough you don't have to be worried we won't do it again or cross the limit you can set all the boundaries baby girl we won't go past that," I leaned closer looks like she likes the pet name bingo now I waited for and when she leaned down I knew it was over with. She licked her lips again looked at mine the closed her eyes. Bingo.