No lust, just love.
Hamani was sixteen turning seventeen & lived in the suburbs. She was excited to get more freedom after the incident that happened on her birthday 1 year ago,this year will be 2 years. She meets Zyra, who is from a different font...
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Hamani
I'm so happy that i found someone like Zyra.
Yes I'm grateful that I have trusted friends, who are very good friends.
But i need someone who understands me on an other level, it's just different.
She went home to just get changes of clothes for tonight. I'm surprised i wore jeans today.
I was wearing skinny jeans with this burgundy hoodie.
I went down stairs finding nobody there. No one was in the house,my dad went down to the school I'm pretty sure.
Distracting myself was a coping mechanism, so i decided to colour.
It may sound childish but i have colouring books. Helps me distract myself so I'm not left alone with my thoughts.
Since I'm so focused on getting the details I'm only thinking about the colouring.
Sat at my desk & took out MY colouring books. I decided on mandalas.
I took out my colour pencil & markers. The mandala was supposed to be purple my favourite colour.
Connect my phone to my speaker & played "4 morant" by Com Truise.
This was one of my favourite songs. It's crazy to think that nobody knows that Doja sang this.
I started colouring my mandala. It takes precision & patience for these. I loved them it takes my mind off things & I'm not left alone.
"Leaned out" By IAMDDB started playing. I loved her too.
Decided i wanted to do an ombré, it goes from light to dark.
I wonder if mandalas are spiritual. They're very relaxing, it's like those yoga mats with them on it.
I turned my head to the left, I saw Mr Tilly looking at me.
He wanted to get out, I got up & took him out just to put him on my desk.
He started walking around my desk. I continued my colouring not paying too much attention.
Mr Tilly could live up to 45 to 55 years. I found that really cool.
I saw Mr Tilly's eyes verte towards the door. I turned around but nobody was there. "Tilly you okay?" I asked.
He nodded. "She's mine pt2" from j Cole played. We loved j Cole, aka me & Mr Tilly, I don't think he knows all the words or understands them all but it's cute.
"I like your colouring" I heard making my heart drop to my feet.
I turned around seeing Zyra behind me. I looked at Mr Tilly whose heart also dropped.
"You scared me & you scared my turtle" I frowned because Mr Tilly was moving very slowly.
He doesn't move slowly it's when he genuinely had a shock. " I'm sorry Mr Tilly" she apologized.
