- Anastacia's POV -
*First day of school*
I woke up before the alarm and got up. Later, at 7:40 AM, i started walking to school. I stopped at the street cross, and suddenly someone bumped into me from the back. I turned around just to see Mac. "Anastacia? Um.. Hi."
"Hey Mac! Want to go to school together?"
"Yes sure."
"Then run, we're gonna be late!" - I said and ran across the street with Mac following me. This is still unbelievable for me, to talk to Mac, or just that he lives in appartement above me! But I don't wanna act like a crazy creepy fan or something, because I know he would like to be a normal kid like me on example... Most of girls would just be with him because of his look and popularity.
When I though that we arrived in school, and immediately a group of girls started screaming Macs name and made a circle around him. I wanted to shout 'Chill out girls!' but I just went on my class leaving Mac with this screaming group.
*After school*
After the last class finished I was walking home. I saw Mac in front of me so I went to him. We talked a bit but most of our way home we were silent.
I entered the appartement, threw my bag on the couch, turned on TV, walked to the fridge, oppened it and grabbed some food. Mostly I ate Nutella, pizza or things like that these days, because I'm too lazy to cook myself something. My parents went on a buisnis trip, so I'm hime alone for 2 weeks. I sat on the couch and watched TV whole day.
I though I could invite some people and make a party here, but no, I'm too lazy for that too.
I went out of the appartement to take a walk. Near the building I bumped into someone. Mac. He was walking looking down on his feets, his shoulders bowed. He looked so sad! (But still hot I must say)
"Mac? Are you okay?"
"No.. Not really.." - he said, rushed his hand trough his hair and looked down again.
"Come here" - I said and hugged him. I think he needed a person to hug him and confort him now. He is so sad..
"Whats wrong?" - I asked when I pulled back from the hug.
"My sisters are in hospital.. And I'm worring for them. The doctor say they aren't hurt much, but I'm still worring.." - he said.
"They will be fine, I'm sure." - I said trying to comfort him.
"Thank you. But I should go home now." - he said and started walking to the building.
"You can come over later.. You know.. You should relax a little." - I said kinda nervous.
"Yes, sure." - he said and smiled sadly.
I walked a little and took some groceries from the store when I went back. I went in the appartement and turned on a movie, since I didn't know what else to do. The movie was boring, so I turned my laptop off. I was laying there on my bed, staring at the celling and thinking. Thinking about Mac. I just can't describe with words how much I love him. I don't know what love is that, but it's from when I was a harmonator. That was good times.. Spending whole day on my phone, making edits and imagining how would it be if you meet Mac. Dreaming of seeing him and thinking that you never will actually see him. But now.. It's happening. I met the boy who was my lifesaver. And still is. I wish I could have something more with him. Not just to be a neighbour or a classmate. I want ro be important to him like he's important to me. It's insaine saying this now, but I don't care. I love him. But I don't know does he loves me too, or even feel something about me...
With this thougs I fell asleep, but I woke up 3 hours later. It was about 3AM. I remembered I told Mac to come over, but he didn't.. I guess he's sleeping. I oppened my window and went out on tge stairs. It was cold ouside. I clumbed to the next floor and knocked on Macs window. I waited and then knocked again and I shouted quitely:
"Open the window or I'll break it" - and I laughed. I saw him standing up, rubbing his eyes and oppening the window. I jumped in his room. I looked at his face but then I saw his abs.
"Woah dudeee!" - I said and we laughed. He picked up a shirt to wear it but I decided to joke little"Put that down you don't need it" - and plus his abs are like goal in life.
"Okay?" - he said and laughed again.
"Why you came in my room? You miss me?" - he said puncing me playfully in my arm.
"No, but I said you yesterday to come over, witch you didn't do, so I came over to you." - I smirked.
"But it's 3AM!" - he complained. He is so cute omg!
"Jessica and Emma!" - he said half-screaming. What? I was just looking at him. He picked up his phone and started reading a message.
"Thanks God!" - I said and sat on the bed.
"What?" - I asked
"I got a mesaage from my mum, she said Jess and Emma woke up and they're okay."
"See, I told you they're gonna be good" - I smiled and sat next to him. He really cares for his familly, and he really loves his sisters. I understand him.
"Wanna watch some movies?" - he asked her me as he already took his laptop. Wow movies at 3AM cool.
"Yes sure."
We were watching second movie when his alarm rang. It was 7AM. I hate school.
"I think we should go to school. You know, it's tuesday.." - I said and paused the movie.
"Yeah I think so. But I don't feel like going.."
"Me too. Let's just stay here."
"But.. We have to go, I mean.." - he said
"Neerrrd!" - I shouted at him laughing and jumped out trough the window. He laughed.
"Better hurry if you don't wanna be late for school.. Nerd!" - I ran away and walked down the stairs, then oppened my window. I get changed, took my phone and a bag, then climb to Macs room.
"Common! We have 10 minutes till the start." - I said.
"Then run!" - he ran out of the room and I screamed:
"Heyy! Wait!" - I was running next to him, and we laughed. We arrived at school and went together in the classroom, because we have first class together, Maths. We sat in the back.
"You'll have to teach me that." - he said looking at my notebook.
"It's not hard at all, I don't know why everybody thinks it is."
"Easy for you to say.." - he said and started doing his work.
Some of the rest of classes I had with Jen and some with Beth. We agreed to meet later today at Jen's place. She has a big house, and it take me half an hour to made it there when I walk.
I went there at 4PM, Beth was already there.
"So, are you and that Mac dating?" - Jen asked with a 'I hate Mac' tone in her voice.
"No! Why you think that?" - I asked confused.
"Because you're always around him, you come to school together..." - Beth said.
"Well I can have guy friends, aren't I?" - I don't want to say it to them, but I don't want to have him as a friend..
"Just saying.. He isn't good for you. He is just another arogant, stuoped boy." - Jen said.
"No, he isn't! You don't know him!" - I started defending him.
"You don't know him An."
"Okay let's just stop talking about this! We came here to have fun, not to fight because of the boy An likes!" - Beth said and I blushed when she said 'the boy An likes'.
"Yes, Beth's right." - I said.
About 4 hours later I went home. I thought about that what Jen said for Mac. That he's not good for me. Well, if he isn't, then who is?
- The next day - Wednesday -
Mac and I were walking to school. He bumped into me on the street cross again. "How many times we'll meet like this?" - I said and we laughed.
We were entering the school, and I saw a girl heading towards us. Mac, to be exact. He just started kissing him. In front of me. I stared shocked. I ran away in the bathroom. A tear appeared in my eye. I splashed my face with wather. Why should I cry? He has a girlfriend, I don't mean anything to him..
- Later -
I was walking home from school. I climbed up to my appartement. I went in the room and I saw a paper stuck on the window, but from the other side. I oppened it and took the paper. 'Look up' it says. I looked up and saw Mac. Yeah Mac. What does he want now? He has a girlfriend!
"Anastacia, I have to tell you something.." - he said insecure
"What? To tell me about your girlfriend, now when I saw you kissing her?" - I shouted - "What did you want? To fill your time playing with me before you see her? You could tell me!" - I didn't wanted to scream like this, but I can't controle my voice when I'm upset..
"Wait Anastacia please, let me explain!" - he started begging me
"There's nothing to explain. Jen was right, your not good for me.." - I said turning around, but he put his hand on the window don't letting me close it.
"Listen please. I like you and I care for you. You are the only person I want to be with. And that girl there, she is Jack's ex, I don't even fucking know her! She just kissed me.." - he said looking straight in my eyes. I lost in that brown eyes, looking sadly at mines, filled with love. We just stared in eachothers eyes,
but then.. Then something I was dreaming about, something I was wanting the most, something I've never expected happening now, happened.
He kissed me.
He kissed me, and I felt like I'm in heaven.
He kissed me, and I felt complete.
Like he's the water I needed when I was ten days without it.
Like he's the sun I needed after months of rain.
Like he's the peace my heart missed the whole life.
When he stepped back, he rushed his hand trough his hair and looked down on his feets. "Sorry" - he mumbled. But I grabbed his head and pulled him closer, kissing him again.
I pulled back.
"I have to tell you something." - he said. I was just looking at him.
"I want you to be my girlfriend. And I know how this what I'll say sounds insain, but I love you."
Kinda mess kinda sentimental but I love it ;)
