Casual Intimacy

[8] Blossoming Desires

[ Carter's p.o.v ]

"What are we doing after school?" I ask, causing her to put a thinking face on. "We could go to your house" she replies, winking, causing me to smirk. "Or..... we could park the car" I tell her, causing her bite her lip. I quickly pulled into a alley, as she unbuckled her seatbelt. Climbing onto my lap. I unzipped my jeans, then quickly lifted her dress. She placed her hands on my face, crashing her lips onto mine, as she adjusted herself her onto of me. "Fuck" she moaned, starting to move.

"Savannah" I moaned against her lips, my hands on her hips, helping her move. She smiled at my groans, as she continued to move her hips. I moved my mouth to her neck, sucking on her tan skin. Her hand in my hair, as her other gripped into the seat. Savannah was definitely the best I've ever had! I...... I think I want to keep doing this. Kissing her, and touching her, being with her. I don't want this to end. . . . . . . . . .

"Okay, I'm done" she tells me, coming out of the gas station bathroom. "And your the one always telling me, 'we've already been warned' we can't be late" I tell her, causing her to scoff. "Well I'm sorry I had to clean myself up" she states, making me laugh. We then got back in my car. I lean over and press my lips onto her. She tasted so good. I pulled back and licked my lips. "Strawberry flavored lipgloss today?" I question, causing her to laugh.

"Yes, and you bet not have messed it up" she tells me, smiling. I lean back over, pushing my lips back onto hers again. "If I didn't the first time, I sure did this time" i reply, as I looked at her smeared lipgloss. "Carter" she whined, opening the visor. I laugh as I started the car, heading to school........

I'm resting my head on my hand, as I sit and listen to my teacher's boring voice. "I don't understand why Savannah won't go out with me" Niall says, sighing. I rolled my eyes at him. I mean, I kinda of understand. Savannah's perfect, who wouldn't wanna be with her. "Just give up" I tell him, tired of his whining. "How can I? She's fucking gorgeous dude" he states, i smiled, thinking about her.

"Yes, I know that" i reply, smirking a bit. "Exactly, so why should I quit?" He questions, making me scoff. "Because she's not into you" i state, blank faced. "She'll say yes, one of these days" he claims, irritating me a bit. But I'm not worried, she doesn't do relationships. That's what we have in common. She hasn't done more than once with anyone, other than me. I haven't done more than once with anyone other than her. Probably because we're so alike. Right?........

"Damn, she's hot!" Niall exclaimed, gawking at this blonde, strutting though the hall. I looked her up and down. Checking her out. "Yeah, she's fine" I agreed. But she didn't hold a candle to Savannah. How Savannah's hips sway when she walks. How she dresses, how perfect her body is. "What are we talking about?" Savannah questions, shocking me a bit, as I didn't know she was beside me. She then entangled our fingers together, behind us, so no one could see. I smiled as she did so. "The blonde that Carter and I agreed is hot" Niall answered, causing me to look down to her, for some reason. She looked........ bothered. "Oh" she mumbled, letting go of my hand. "Sav?" I whispered, as she ignored me. "Have fun, checking whoever out" she says, dryly, irritation lathered in her sweet voice. She then walked off. I couldn't help but felt like I fucked up..........

We pulled up to her apartment. "I think we should stop...... this" she says, getting out. I quickly got out of the car, shocked. "What, why?" I question, now standing in front of her. "Because I'm, uhm" she stammered. "because it's gone on too long" she claims, fidgeting with her fingers. "Is it because of earlier?" I ask, causing her to sigh. It has to be, because why is she saying this out of nowhere? "No, I just realized you wanna do.... whoever you want. So, who am I to keep you from doing that" she states, her eyes directed elsewhere. "Okay, and what if i don't wanna do anything with anybody else" I tell her, serious.

"You will, eventually. Okay, people like us, just fuck then move on" she states, causing me to scoff. So to her, all we were doing was fucking! Maybe that's how it started, but it's definitely not like that to me now. "No more, okay. Our...... arrangement is over" she says, her voice becoming brittle. "Arrangement?" I say in disbelief. That hurt, what she's saying hurts! "Savannah" I say, reaching my hand forward, trying to caress her face. She jumped back, surprising me. "This..... thing, is done" she states, walking away. "Savannah!" I shouted, as she quickly entered her apartment building. "Fuck" I mumbled, leaning my back on the car. I told her I loved her too much to let...... us, doing whatever the fuck we thought we were doing, ruin our friendship. But I unintentionally lied. It ruined our friendship, because I can't go back.