"you are so important to us
we wouldn't be complete without you
I hope you always know that we appreciate you and we're scared of losing you because you mean so much to us.."
--- really...?
then why do I get easily paranoid around you guys?
yes, you acknowledge that my presence is there, yet it seems as if you oversee me to the point where I become a part the wind that flows around your atmosphere.
yes, you hug me in the circle, yet I still like the sweet-sounding dead air when I say something collecting dust while longing for a response.
yes, you say that you appreciate me, only after you've taken a fruit or two from me.
--- now tell me, do you really?
I'd like to believe that the friendships that are close to home are the friendships you wouldn't have to worry about tons,
but devastatingly, the friendships that are close to home for me are the ones I can't resist worrying about the most.
because, if you do love me, then why do you make me feel paranoid?
I feel so needy, but I also feel like you despise me
behind my back.
what I'm paranoid about you, maybe I should be.
YOU ARE READING
All That I Left Unsent/Unheard/Unspoken
Poetry"I wanted to let you know but I didn't know how to express is word by word..." disclaimer: some of the poems are not based on real life or whatever the author has experienced. anyways thank you for reading <3
