TRIGGER WARNING:::: cringe😔
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The day had been absolutely amazing. Felix had finally been able to laugh and enjoy the company of someone joining him outside, and it felt the best.
Hyunjin and him went to the park first, where they sat down and chatted about anything and everything. They sat comfortably for about an hour before it started raining just slightly, going back to the older male's car to sit in comfort. They drove around and visited multiple little interesting things they saw, grabbing some food on their way as well as a little treat.
Around the evening they got back home, snuggling up on the couch downstairs. Felix knew Minho was having one of his so called friends over, and also knew he'd had to talk to him and actually interact like normal humans did.
"Okay so, don't make things weird first of all. Second of all, don't be mean. Third of all, he's mine." Minho stated, looking with stern eyes at both Felix and Hyunjin, who nodded and sat up a bit more from their lazy looking position, the younger straddling Hyunjin's thighs. Minho sighed at the lack of response and turned around again, walking up the stairs.
"I hope that Jisung guy will like me..." Felix whispered, fiddling with the hem of Hyunjin's hoodie. The older male leaned forward and gently rubbed his hands around Felix's ass, groping the soft flesh with a smile. "He will like you, baby. As long as he doesn't like you too much, it'll be fine." Hyunjin smirked, tilting his head up slightly to capture Felix's lips, kissing him slowly.
Felix smiled and got pulled closer to the older male's chest as he wrapped his hands around his neck, sticking his tongue out for Hyunjin to take into his mouth immediately, a giggle leaving the younger's lips.
"Tongues and lips where they belong and get your horny asses calm!" Minho yelled from behind the couch, putting both of his hands between Hyunjin and Felix's chest to push them apart. The youngest bit his bottom lip in embarrassment, hiding his face in the crook of his lover's neck.
"Alright, this is Jisung. Jisung, this is my horny cousin Felix, and my horny friend Hyunjin." Minho said, glaring at the pair in front of them. "As if you weren't fucking Jisung two hours ago." Hyunjin chuckled, which left both of the other males in shock, eyes wide.
"How do you know...?"
"You guys fucked?! Boy, I was kidding! You call us horny and you're fucking in the middle of the day?!" Hyunjin scoffed, laughing out in disbelief.
"We're not here to talk about how we fuck, for your information, we're here to get to know each other. Stop thinking with your dick, Hwang." Minho rolled his eyes and pulled the Jisung guy closer, wrapping his arms around his waist protectively.
"I already told him some stuff about you, Felix, but just... I don't know, get to know each other?" Minho said, shrugging his shoulders. "Like what...?" Felix frowned, not liking the idea of Minho yapping around about his life when he didn't know a single thing about it.
"Just, basic stuff."
"Then i'll actually say who I am, i'm not a slut, slave, or whore like Minho probably told you, I had abusive parents and didn't see fucking daylight for at least 4 years. I got abused, and am not a slave that goes whoring around." Felix shortly said, his voice stern and clearly annoyed at Minho, glaring at the older. Jisung just tilted his head with a sad frown and smiled, trying his best to comfort the boy, even if he didn't know him.
"I didn't say you're either of those Felix, don't know why you think that. I just said you're a bit sensitive, and don't like questions about your past, nothing more." Minho softly spoke, looking his cousin straight in the eyes.
"You told Hyunjin I was some whore or slave back then as well, so I don't know what you're spreading about me that isn't true. If you want to know what happened back then, I can explain everything to the details, but don't just assume stuff."
"I know, i'm sorry. I won't spread stuff about you, okay? You can always tell us what happened whenever you feel like doing so. Now, do you wanna get to know Jisung a bit better? He will probably come over a lot, and I want you to feel comfortable with him." Minho said, holding Jisung's hand as they both smiled at Felix and Hyunjin, who nodded with a sigh.
"I don't mind if you want to talk about... Anything that happened in your past. You seem like a very... Interesting male." Jisung smiled shyly, trying not to make any eye contact with the freckled boy on Hyunjin's lap. "A lot happened, honestly... To put it short, my parents never treated me right... I uhm... I didn't go to school for a few years, but people noticed that my parents indeed did have a son, so they started complaining... Not going to school is like a crime, you know? So I went to school for a few weeks, but ended up passing out on this random P.E lesson because I was malnourished... They sent me to the hospital, I got checked out, and now we're here... I had to tell the police and child protection what had happened and... yeah." Felix looked down to his lap again, fiddling with his small hands at Hyunjin's hoodie.
"I'm... I'm sorry to hear that. You didn't deserve that... How are you now? I mean, you can't just magically heal but... In a way...?" Jisung carefully asked, smiling softly at the younger male. "At first I was selectively mute, so... It did get a lot of work to get even a word out of me to confess what happened back then... I was still kind of in that state when I got here, I wasn't used to all of this in the first place... i'm still messed up you could say, but... It's getting better, I think." Felix smiled, chuckling softly.
"You're doing good, Felix. You've really improved since you got here." Minho said, smiling softly at the boy. Felix hummed and nodded, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips as he laid down on Hyunjin's shoulder.
The four males continued to chat for two more hours, until Jisung announced he had to go home. Hyunjin noticed the sun was slowly starting to dip under the ocean and took Felix outside again, both in thick jackets to have an evening walk.
They walked peacefully to a bench right in front of a small park, where the sun reflected on the puddle of water in the middle. Felix leaned his head down on Hyunjin's shoulder and smiled, their fingers locked together in the older's pocket.
"I wanted to take you outside to ask you something... Technically, I haven't really asked you yet, so I really hope you'll agree..." Hyunjin chuckled to himself, then looked down at Felix, pressing his lips down on the male's forehead.
He shifted on the bench a bit and sat directly towards the younger male, now grabbing both of his hands to hold, kissing down on each of them. Felix just looked up with a smile, his eyes sparkling like thousands of stars in the universe.
"Would you like to be my boyfriend? I know it's all sudden, all really fast, but if you want to try this, I really want to as well. I love you. And I hope I can stay by your side to watch you heal and get better, and we can have a whole future together. If you want to at least." Felix just stared up with an upside down smile, his eyes switching between Hyunjin's left and right.
"Really?" Felix whispered out, getting a small, happy nod from the older. "Yes... Yes please, I really want to be your boyfriend." The younger chuckled in a broken tone, flying forward to hug Hyunjin tightly. He buried his nose in the male's neck and inhaled deeply, still nodding his head as a confirmation.
"Then you are my boyfriend now. I love you so much, baby." Hyunjin smiled, pulling Felix back to kiss him on the lips.
"I love you way more Jinnie... Thank you for loving me." Felix smiled, happily kissing the male back. He wouldn't like to confess he actually had to try his best to contain his tears, and chuckled a soft laugh out when Hyunjin wiped away the drops rolling down his cheeks, looking up in awe.
"We'll do this together, hm? It's us now."
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