~•Through unknown eyes•~ [Hyunlix]

19// The world is so much better w/out me

[spelling mistakes are part of the story]

3 days later, when Hyunjin finally had the guts to text the younger back, he thought he was about to shoot himself for real.

Hyunjin

Don't say that

I'm sure he didn't mean i

Whoever you're talking about

What happened?

Change HOTASSDUDE to babylixie🐥

Confirm Decline

Babylixie🐥

Shit happened.

He got me feeling all safe and loved

Fucking hugged me

Fucking cuddled me

Fucking kept me warm

Fucking searched for my fucking stupid cunt ass

Fucking kissed me

And fucking left

I fucking hate myself for not hating him right now

Why the fuck do people do this

Why.

The fuck is wrong with me

Hyunjin

Don't say that

I'm sure he didn't mean that youknow

Babylixie🐥

Sure he didn't

Hyunjin

Did you want him to do all of that?

Babylixie🐥

Of fucking course I do

I don't know what 'love and affection' is

It wasn't a thing where I lived

Of course I wanted him to show me

But he clearly didn't

He just played with me

Mocked me

Why wouldn't he though

I'm fucking pathetic

Hyunjin

No you're not

Read

You here?

Read

Helloooo??????

Read

Babylixie🐥

The workd would br so fucking muxh better witgput me yk

I'm all alone

So wgat the fuck is evrn stopoing me atp

Hyunjin

No the fuck it isn't

Don't you dare

You here right?

Hello?

Heyyy???

Answer me

I see you read this

Please

Come on man

Please?

Don't

Babylixie🐥

I don't care anymore yk

The world is better off without me

You're a good guy

But I think i'm just one of God's trials

So i'll make it easy for him to throw it away