My Picked Up Bride (18+)

5. On his Knees

SHIVYA'S POV

Have you ever thought about something you want . And you got what you wished for .
Cause I think I'm getting my wish fulfilled. Right now , right here when he said he will marry me .

I wished for a partner whom I can trust with no doubts , who will understand and support me and the most important thing love me .

I trust him . The night I met him and the way he treated me with patience and understandability . I got a person to trust on. Not for once he did anything which could have made me uncomfortable. This person even lied to his own family for me .

But marriage .... how can I marry a person whom I know from just few hours. I'm not saying , he's bad or not a rightful partner . It's just , I don't deserve him .

And I can't marry him , despite knowing that , he and his family can get in a big problem because of me. I told them that I ran away from the marriage but there's something more which I can't tell anyone.

I snapped back from my thoughts when his mother shook my shoulders.

" Where were you lost ?" Aunty asked.

" Umm. Nowhere Aunty . "

" Okay . Now tell me what's your decision. Cause my son finally agreed to marry you . I can say you are perfect for him. "

No Aunty , I'm not . Making your son marrying me , will be the biggest mistake of your life . Even your life would be at risk .
I can't do that.

" I can't" I ran outside. Because this is the only fuckin thing I know. Running away from problems. I know he's a nice guy . Any girl would agree in seconds for him . And that's fucking why I don't want to ruin his perfect life .

I would become the imperfect mistake in his perfect destiny.

I am running on the streets again. Great I'm going back to where he picked me from. I can hear his footsteps. He is running behind me . Don't Ekansh . I Fuckin regret meeting you . Not because I doubt your intentions or something but just thinking about ruining your happy family disgust me .

Tears are flowing continuously but I don't care. The only thing I care about is , run. I can't breathe . I stopped for few seconds to take some breathe but God has different plans . I shut my eyes tightly.

A hand grabbed my elbow and pulled me just to get hit to a hard wall . Hot yet soft breath fanning the crook of my neck . I opened my eyes to look , but guess what it's not a wall ,it's a person's chest . And I think I know who this person is .

" Why are you running away? " Ekansh asked while still hugging me . His one hand is holding my elbow and another on my back securely. As if he knows, that if he loosened it , I will run again.

But no , I'll not . I ran cause I wanted to take the last chance . I knew the second he will catch me , I would give up . And I did .
But still I want to try my luck , maybe he would realise that his decision is wrong . The mere thought of him regretting the decision to marry me makes  my heart clench. Fucking why?

" Why did you agree ? " I asked in against of his question. Beacuse I really want to know, whe he agreed. Till morning he was against all this , then what changed.

" Cause I want to marry you. " He said looking everywhere but me .

" Look at me Ekansh . Why? In morning you fought with your mother on this topic and now agreeing. What changed in this few hours ? "

This time he looked at me straightly to my eyes . I returned the favour too without blinking. Something is attracting me to get drown in this beautiful pairs .