My Picked Up Bride (18+)

15. Promises are meant to be fulfilled

SHIVYA'S POV

Aankhen khule toh main dekhun tujhe
Sirf yeh hi farmaish hai
Pehli toh mujhko yaad nahi
Tu meri aakhiri khwahish hai

Seh loon main ab teri kami
Mujhse yeh hoga hi nahi

Tum aise mujhme shaamil ho
Tum jaan meri tum hi dil ho
Shaayad main bhula doon khud ko bhi
Par tumko bhool na paaungi
Ho..

Main phir bhi tumko chaahungi
Main phir bhi tumko chaahungi
Iss chaahat mein marr jaaungi
Main phir bhi tumko chaahungi..

The song was on loop everyday and my heartbeat was dropping day by day . Is this we called the side effects of falling in love ? Separation anxiety is on the peak . Everything around me is irritating and annoying. Nothing makes me smile .

It's been one month since that  night . It's a pure torture to me everyday when I woke up at a different place . I miss my family . I miss him.

I don't regret my decision because it was the right choice at that time . I can't let anything happen to him . I know , he would be going through a lot even more than me . Cause I made him think I don't want him . But that's a heart shattering lie .

I left a letter to Maa too . In that I told her about why I am going. Not the whole truth but just that I'm leaving everyone for their own good . And begged her to make him forget me . I asked her not to tell him the truth , cause if he got to know I left for him , he will destroy everything coming in his path to get me . And I don't want that , I don't want him to get hurt.

This one month went crazy for me . Saransh being a psycho and me being his prey . This much I know that he will never do anything without my permission and that was a plus point . He maintained the distance between us and acted like a caring boyfriend.

I'm sure anyone can get fooled by his sweet gestures but I know the truth. Anytime I brought the topic of not loving him , he would lost his mind and get out of control. He would break things , try to threaten me and then leave to god knows where . Whenever he comes back, he would be covered in blood and that's what make me shiver .

He never tried to hurt me but I know this is just my luck , what if some day he crossed the line .
I'm trying to find a way out but I'm stucked in this house . I don't know where it's located . He never let me go outside . I feel like a prisoner and I hate that.

A knock on the door make me flinch . Door opens exposing my psycho kidnapper.

" Baby girl , get ready . We are going out ."

I'm confused is understatement cause this is shocking. The guy who never let me go even in his garden is taking me out . Something is fishy. But what ?

" W–why ? " I asked in a nervous tone .

He started coming near me and I pushed myself back in the couch as if it would help me . " Oh baby girl , it's been a month and you are still uncomfortable with me . I don't like this "

" But whatever, Leave this , I want you to get ready for me , Shivya. Just like you used to in the past . "

I want to puke all over him . I think I was mentally disturbed when I liked this pshyco in the past.