My Picked Up Bride (18+)

14. His Hidden Cries

EKANSH'S POV

Have you ever had the fear of losing everything even after gaining it ?

I am having it . This night is filled with the darkness of my inner turmoil. The fear is eating me from inside .

The moon who symbolises peace is right now the reason of my distress. It's not giving me the coolness but it's getting hard to control myself from busting up due to uneasiness.

The fuck is wrong with me?

Why am I getting agitated?

My peaceful world is melting due to the noise of fucking loneliness.

Where the hell is she ?

She fuckin promised me that we would win this . But here it looks like I'm loosing everything. I too promised her to find her , but I'm unable too .

" SHIVYA.... " I shouted at top of my voice which cracked at end .

I gulped down my anxiety and again called her . But no result.

Now this is getting sick .

" Bhai ... Calm down , please " Yuvi said keeping his arm on my shoulder. I ignored his plea cause I don't know how to calm myself down.

It's been 2 hrs since I got the feeling of something going away from me . As if my heart of being snatched away from me . Since then I started finding her to get my peace back . Because she's my support system, and I need her . But she's nowhere to be found.

Each of us along with guards tried to search for her but she's not there. I ran like a crazy animal to search my mate here and there but only disappoint got me.

Where are you Jaan? Your Ekansh is dying to see you , comeback baby , please ...  I can't hold myself, I want you , I need you , I want to breathe you...

My cries are silent , no one can listen them . She's the only one who always got to see my vulnerable side. We didn't got  much time to spend , but still she was able to find the hidden Khadus Tiger , only for her in the meantime.

She's my jaan , my baby , my sweetheart, my lifeline and I'm getting this image of single line of my heart beat in my mind . Because that's the future . She needs to comeback or I'm fucking choosing to give up . Yes I'm the Fuckin looser untill she's the winning prize.

I don't want to live in the world where she's not there to love me , entertain me with her sarcastic replies, making me smile by showing her pouty lips . I need her by my side at the time of my beautiful last breath , her fingers locked with mine , the picture of her face in my pupils watching me with that sweetest smile .

" What ? " I turned towards my side to look at Kartik talking to someone at his phone .

" What happened? " Sam asked in a low concerned voice .

Kartik ran towards me and said something which turned my world upside down  .

" B–bhai .... B–bhabhi —"

" What about her ? Damn it Kartik just spit it out " I snapped.

" She left " 

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After 1 month

" DON'T YOU ALL KNOW HOW TO DO YOUR WORK ? ARE YOU ALL HERE TO JUST FUCKIN SIT AND DO GOSSIPS ? THIS IS MY DAMN OFFICE NOT YOUR CAFE . SO I EXPECT YOU ALL TO HAVE PROFESSIONALISM AND DEDICATION TOWARDS THE WORK . GOT IT ? "