You keep appearing in every melody, in every sad poem
I keep listening your name even though no one mentions it
You kept on swearing oaths that were never solemn
And even though you cracked up my heart
The constant feeling of sadness constantly haunts me
I'm over you, that's the only truth I own
But I'm not over the permanent sadness you left
Your sudden departure left me bereft
Lonely and in love
There's no worst combination than that
Because both sadness and happiness constantly fight to get the first place in my heart
But guess what?
Sadness still wins
After more than a year
Still does
Will always do
If only you hadn't promise me that you'll love me forever
It'll be easier to be over this
To be over you
To close this vicious circle
To stop writing stuff about you on my journal.
