Broken

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Alex pov

It has almost been a month since the hospital visit and no one has pressed me to answer their questions. Which was a huge relief for me. Even though Gabi mentioned about going for therapy which I am refused on spot. He didn't pressure me more.

I know that my brother's can just join the dots and guess what happened, but they said they will wait until I am ready to talk with them. Which actually I don't want to. I don't want them to see my scars. Even though they say that it's not my fault. I just cannot love myself anymore.

Adrian's pov

Angelo has been calling me a weirdo since I carried around my black eye as badge. Well of course I was proud of it my little prince gave it to me.

For the last month I have been going to the racetrack everyday hoping to see him. I just couldn't forget him. His chocolate brown eyes and his caramel scent. I really wanna see his face but he wore a mask.

I really wanna storm to Romanos and take that asshole Damien by his collar and ask him about him.

As he was running away that day from Damien. I don't care if it's his boyfriend or anything he is mine and I'll make sure of it.

"So Loverboy did you find your prince yet" Angelo asked trying to get under my skin.

I just gave him a deadpan look
"Don't try to irritate me anymore Angelo, I am gonna go crazy" I said scanning through Damien's social media trying to find any clue.

" You just met him for a brief second little bro I don't know why you are this obsessed about that boy, what if doesn't like you , what if he already has a boyfriend" Angelo asked scooting over to me on the sofa.

"You think I give a fuck about it, I don't care if he has a boyfriend or girlfriend, and if he doesn't like me , I'll make him"
I  said slamming my phone down .

"Why do I feel sorry for whoever that is" Angelo said shaking his head.

"Oh by the way your school starts next week  and please just don't kill anyone it's your last year so rein it down" Angelo said walking away from the room.

Alex pov

I am currently at the mall with Damien and Ethan against my wishes of course.
Shopping for my school which starts next week.

If you ask me if I am excited.. no I am not . Who is excited for school..?

But I am glad I can go out without the constant lookout if my brothers . They are always around trying to make me comfortable which really isn't working.

It's been weeks since I had smoke. I clearly can't do it at home Luke is gonna kill me . Maybe at school I could get a smoke or two I hope.

"Alex what about this shirt do you like it "
Ethan asked breaking me away from my thoughts.

"It's okay , I like I said...I stopped refusing things as it just gets them more excited to buy more"

"Okay then let's go find you some pants"
Ethan chirped dragging me .

"Help me ..." I mouthed to Damien .

"What about we eat something ethan , Alex seems clearly tired " Damien said winking at me.

Ethan was clearly more excited than me. He has already made his plans in introducing me to his friends and everyone. I am looking forward to it.