Luna Queens Fated Mate

Chapter 2

My former mates kids joined by my flanks, and we ran together as one we ran howling at the loss of my mate and their father.

The run had gone on for what felt like hours.

I enter our house, or my house now? I'm really not sure what to call it any more.

I was broken.

"K, you need to eat" my best friend and my mates daughter, yes we are best friends and that I promise I will tell you about.

I shake my head vilontley, knowing food was the last thing on my mind.

His scent was still every where, I sniffed the air inhaling deeply only to be reminded that soon his scent would fade and I felt empty again.

"I don't want too" Cara let's out a little sigh, knowing she too was feeling the same.

I lost a mate and she lost her father.

I walk pass her and head straight for my bedroom knowing his scent would be the strongest in there, and right now that is exactly what I needed.

"C, please stay with me tonight" I call over my shoulder to her knowing she needed this more then myself, she needed her father's scent just as much as I needed my mates scent.

I am normally one for hygein especially after a run like today's, but given the circumstances all I wanted to was curl up in our bed.

I gently place myself on his side, pulling the sheets back and slowly tuck my self in, Cara doing the same on my side.

I inhale deeply into one of his pillows.
Cara does the same slowly and gently sliding onto my side of the bed, I roll over to face Cara, and all I see is tears, I softly wipe them away, but they don't stop. I huddle closer and wrap my arms around Cara, tugging her closer to myself, Cara rests her head against my chest listening to my heart beat, something we've both done when one is upset.

"I miss him k" she says betweens sobs.
"I know baby, me fucking too" I try to say evenly.

We stay like this for God knows how long.

I rub my eyes as the sun shines through the little bit of open curtain. I groan sleeply, memories of the previous day come flooding back through, my fucking heart breaking all over again.

Tears line my cheeks, falling freely, no composure what so ever for this fucking queen. I was a balling fucking mess.

If my people saw me like this, they would think I was a fucking joke for a queen.

I feel a set of arms wrap around me, the same way I did the Cara just lastnight.

I bring my head to her chest and listen for her heart beat, but I know this will not help what I am feeling.

"Shhh baby, shhh, I've got you, let it all out" and i do fucking all of it.

I wipe my tears with the back of my hands. Slowly sitting up and starring around the room as if my mate would just walk out of the bathroom, the walk in-robe or even our kitchen. But of course he doesn't, I mean why would he? His gone....

My wolf whimpers as I process this again.

"K, are you alright?" I shake my head slightly I wasn't even going to bother to hide it.

"K, I know you don't want to talk about it, do you want me to" Cara trails off I know what she wants to say but I can't bring myself to listen to it, not now, not yet.

So I quickly get up out of the bed and head for the bathroom, stripping quickly and turning the shower onto the hottest possible setting.

Seeing his body wash sitting on the shelf inside our shower or mine?

No definitely ours, still ours... always will be.

I debate Wether or not to use my late mates wash, but I know I shouldn't that was his, but his scent I want it all over me.

My wolf pined for her mate, she was just as lost as me.
I know we had each other will always will, but I could feel her retreating to her safe place, where she had her own memories and I would not take this away from her. I would let her come back when she was ready.

"Aya, I know you can still hear me, I love you Aya, and we both will always love our Mate Ajay, Rock, forver in our hearts"

I let out a sigh, knowing full well my wolf heard what I said, I was not offended. I knew her heart breaking was just as bad as mine.

I finished showering, wrapping the towel around my naked body, I stepped out of the bathroom and back into out bedroom knowing full well Cara would be right where I left her. She knew I needed her just as much as she needed me.

"I want to leave Cara" I say flatly.

Caras mouth hung open, shock written all over her pretty little face. Cara was beautiful, she was all class, that girl. Her father knew he was in trouble with her, constantly worried about the men around the house. Not because she couldn't handle her self but her pure beauty.

Cara has perfect blonde lush hair, that fell beautifully down past her shoulders, Cara was tall, long slender legs, beautiful eyes perfectly set apart from each other. Her nose was perfectly sculptured, her full lips. Her eyes always held me captive, I was no lesbian that I was sure of, but I always admired a beautiful woman when I saw one and my best friend was lacking none of that.

But then again seeing her parents, it was truly no suprise.

"You want to leave?" Cara replied shock in her tone.
"Yes Cara, not forever, I would not do that to my people never, but right now Cara" I say stopping thinking of the past days events.

I lower my face, something no noble should do but here I was.

"His every where Cara, I need escape, I fear if I stay" I trail off not wanting to think of tha latter.

I look up to see her face soften at my words.

"Then I must come with" Cara replied and all I did was nod my head in agreement, deep down I believe this is potentially what we both need.

I would not leave forever that I was sure of but for now I need to leave, to grieve my mate in piece.

"After the..." but Cara stops knowing full well what those words will mot only hurt me but my wolf, and whole retreated at such a time she will be unpredictable.