My Lover of God

part 24

Jung kook was exited to do race with her and came across the road in evening sun drowning while listening songs under his helmet with Bluetooths viibing in flow

Jungkook came to race in night he sees her
She was there too, not far from him, as always, helmet firmly in place, her presence quietly dominating the space between them. The silence hung heavy, but Jungkook was getting used to it—almost too used to it.

But every time he tried, she remained just out of reach, untouchable.

Finally, he spoke up, his voice cutting through the quiet night while grabbing her gear sleeve again this time and pulled her gently with him and walking  to side ways there are few people only .“You know, it’s crazy how you never say anything. Not one word. But somehow, you’re always the loudest person in the room.”

He chuckled to himself, the sound hollow in the open air. “I’m serious. I don’t get it. You’ve got this way of just… being there, you know? Like, no matter what I do, I can’t ignore you. It’s like you’ve taken up space in my head, and it’s driving me nuts.”

Jungkook kicked at the ground, his frustration bubbling up again.“I keep calling you ‘My Love,’ but maybe that’s not even what I mean. Maybe it’s just… you’re something else. Something I can’t figure out, and it’s pissing me off.”

He looked up at her, his eyes narrowing slightly.“I mean, who are you? Really? You’ve got everyone here fooled with that silent act, but I know there’s more to you. There has to be. No one’s that perfect, that composed. So what’s your deal?”

He took a step closer, lowering his voice, the curiosity getting the better of him.
“You know what I think? I think you’re hiding. From me, from everyone. But why? What are you so scared of? Or maybe… maybe you’re just too good for all of this. Too good for me.”

Jungkook paused, the words hanging in the air between them. He didn’t know why he was saying all this—why he felt the need to keep talking when she gave him nothing in return. But he couldn’t stop. Not now.

“Or maybe it’s something else. Maybe you’re just waiting. For what, I have no idea. But here’s the thing—I’m not going anywhere. I’ll keep coming back, keep calling you ‘My Love,’ keep trying to figure you out.”

He laughed again, softer this time, almost to himself.“Maybe I’m the crazy one here, talking to someone who doesn’t talk back. But you know what? I don’t care. Because even if you never say a word, even if I never see your face, I’ll still be here. I’ll still be… whatever this is.”

Jungkook sighed, running a hand through his hair as he took a step back, giving her space once again.“So yeah, maybe I’m just a guy who doesn’t know when to quit. But I’m not quitting. Not on you, not on whatever this is between us. Because something tells me… it’s worth it.”

But as he walked away, he felt a strange sense of relief, like he had said what needed to be said, even if it didn’t make any sense.

ARIFAS POV

“So yeah, maybe I’m just a guy who doesn’t know when to quit. But I’m not quitting. Not on you, not on whatever this is between us. Because something tells me… it’s worth it.”as he leaves my gear sleeve this is his new behaviour of to garb my attention to him .

" when he said this I just don't have any words in my mouth just stuck under my throat I can't my heart was beating so fast when  this man came closer to me but a distance betwen us and his a crazy man like his mother didnt buy his lollipop or he lost fail in his Maths exam wallahi ya Allah what is this what trial are you making for us please don't go waste my supplications and prayers I have give to you in the presence of  Jung kook hidaya" I just stayed their and see his going  form.