My mental health hasn't been so good this past year and my parents have tried to send me to a therapist but I hate talking to people bout my problems. Matt used to helped me but since he moved I've been by myself.
When I first year my brothers were in LA I really missed them, they were like my built In best friends. But this year I've kinda gotten mad at them. I happy for them because they are going for their dream but also they have been so focused on YouTube that they can't even text me back. I just want my brothers back, my old brothers back.
I've always felt like the invisible child, Justin got this huge job offer and my parents are so proud of him and Nick Matt and Chris are YouTube stars so mom and dad are proud of them, but what about me? I don't have any goals in life. I feel like I have no personality so it's hard to figure out what I want to. I have been in my room most of the summer since there isn't really anything to do.
I was chilling in my room watching dance moms when I heard my mom call my name. I head downstairs to see my mom and dad.
Marylou: "Hey honey, we want to talk to you about something"
Dammit, what did I do this time.
Marylou: " me and your dad have noticed you haven't been yourself since Nick, Matt, and Chris moved out, so we were thinking what if you moved up in LA with them?"
What. The. Hell.
Marylou: " we already spoke to them and they are okay with it. They really miss you and I know you miss them"
If they really missed me they would write me back.
Kaylee: " mom, I don't know about this."
Marylou: " I think you will like there"-
Jimmy: " we already bought the tickets so I mean you don't have a choice"
I just stood there and stared at them. Really?! I don't want to speak to my brothers even worse, live with them.
Marylou: " and I know this is a little last minute but your flight is tomorrow so do you want me to help you pack?"
TOMORROW?!
Kaylee: " uhm yeah sure"
Oh fuck me.
I finish packing and go to sleep since I have to wake up early tomorrow.
July 23rd
I wake up to the sound of my alarm. I groan because it's 4 am. I get up and get ready.
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I brush my teeth and do my hair. After I finish with that I put a couple extra things in my suitcase and head downstairs. I see my dad putting his shoes on so he can drive me to the airport.
Jimmy: " you ready kid?"
Kaylee: " I guess"
We get in the car and I just stare out the window the whole ride there. We finally arrive and I get out of the car.
Jimmy: " tell us when you land ok?"
Kaylee: " ok, love you dad"
Jimmy: " love you too"
*SKIP TO WHEN SHE IS OFF THE PLANE*
I get off the plane and see my brothers standing there waving to me.
Chris: " hey Kaylee!"
Kaylee: "hey"
Matt: " how was your flight?"
Kaylee: " to be honest I don't remember I slept the whole time"
Nick: "REAL LMAO"
I smile. Maybe they don't hate me. We walk to the car and I put my luggage in the trunk. I sit next to Nick and we head home. We finally arrive home and go inside and sit on the couch. They have a really nice house I think to myself.
Chris: " so... maybe do you want to film a car video with us?"
I've been in the background of some of there videos but I've never actually been in one of them.
Kaylee: " yeah sure why not"
Chris: " ok! Since our fans don't really know you how about we do a Q&A?"
Kaylee: " sounds good to me"
Chris nods and we just chill for an hour before we go and film
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A/N : sorry for the short chapter. If you have any request just tell me and I will do it.
