Heart That Desires

Chapter 6th

So here's the new chapter!!!!!
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A/N: In this chapter guys you will see the small part of our bindas vanika she is enough mature but at the same time she is childish and girllss you can relate because you also show your childish behaviour with your someone special right!!! I know I know I'm right😁😌
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Vanika pov

"Happy birthdayyyy, Shreyaaa!" Aditi and I exclaimed in unison, our voices brimming with excitement. Shreya's eyes widened in surprise; everything had gone off without a hitch—well, except for that fight between Aditi and Ishaan's brother or whoever he was.

"Thank you so much! I thought you guys had forgotten my birthday," Shreya said, her eyes glistening with unshed tears.

"Oh please, no matter how busy we get, there's no way we'd ever forget each other's birthdays," Aditi replied, trying to lighten the mood.

" Okay let's go and cut the cake I'm hungry guys" I said in excitement because I don't have patience now after looking at that tasty cake. Shreya cut the cake and fed me us and we were enjoying and dancing with each other We forget about everything when we are together.

" Now let's go had dinner and we have to go home it's already 10 pm" Aditi said reminding us because we forget about time.

We order tasty foods favourite of Shreya's dishes.

As the evening started winding down, I took a deep breath and said, "Guys, I need to tell you something." My tone was serious now because I hadn’t told them what was really going on between me and Ishaan Sir, and I knew I couldn't keep it to myself any longer.

"Ha bol na" Shreya said.

"Actually I wanted to tell you that ishaan sir maybe he likes me guys when I was in the canteen on the first day of our internship so that day started all that but I'm not sure about what happens like thousands girl are here but he is interested in me why I don't understand, also I don't want wasting my time if he plays with my feelings and then ditch me so I want a distance with him" I said everything to them which is happened these days.

"Vani if someone is doing something wrong with you that doesn't mean everyone is same babe just think about him if he has different types of girls but he wants you it means he likes you " Aditi said  I know she knows me but I can't trust him that easily.

"Vanika tujhe pata hai ishaan Malhotra jaise logo ke pas bhut option hota hai aur ladkiyan khud unke pas jana chahti hai you know na office me sari ladkiyon ke crush hai voh sab unko chahti hai but vo tujhme intrested hai mai tujhe ye nahi kah rahi hu ki tu unhe pyaar kar bharosha kar In sab me time lagega but tu boundaries mat bana apne aas pas koi aana chah raha hai toh aane de okay agar vo us layak hai bharosha hai uspe to hi tu use apni jindgi me shamil kar" Shreya said  but trusting someone is hard for me now. I just can't open myself up to love someone. Maybe he's the right person, but what if he changed? I can't take that risk. There are always other girls around him, and what if he gets bored of me and falls for someone else, just like before? No, I can't go through that again. I won't give anyone the chance to hurt me.

" You know guys every time I start to feel something for someone, this wave of fear crashes over me. I’m terrified of opening my heart because I know how it feels when it breaks. The thought of losing someone I care about keeps me from loving them fully. It’s like I’m trapped in this cycle where I want to love, but I’m so scared of the pain that comes with loss that I push people away before they can leave me first. I don’t know how to let go of this fear, and it’s tearing me apart." I said and tears fell from my eyes.