walk alone

back to school shopping

I tried to forget what violet said it must've been illusion.
So since violet is hurt , she can't go back to school shopping with us.
So I asked Caden to drop me to mall because my car is in repairing.

I thank Caden and peck his cheek.
He smiles and drives away
Amelia,me and twins shop for pens first and we were trying to find the cutest stationary so it took a lot of time buying highligter , cute pens , sticky notes, paper clips, folders , new bag , water bottle, lunch bag and a macbook
After shopping continuesly for 3 hours.
We got super hungry.
So we went to food court.
And  we all ordered milkshakes except Amelia she is lactose intolerant so she got a smoothie. And some fries and chicken nuggets. We all shared .
After spending 1.5 hour in food court we all decided to buy a back to school fit .

So shopping again .
I bought this cute crop shirt with some loose fit jeans and some new sneakers.

Amelia bought a tank top and shorts.
Twins bought jumpsuits a bit different in style.

And we were ready to head Back , twins said they will drive me back .
In the car while going home we all sang Taylor Swifts songs.
Whole ride . I said "bye everyone "
and got inside my home .

No one was home so I got in my room to put my new outfit in closet and saw the necklace I found at windarmek house it had that bloody flower symbol but it was cute so I decided to wear it as soon as

I wore it it felt like the stares i was feeling since my last visit at windarmek house were gone .

felt a sense of comfort until a loud noise came from Cadens room I ran to my balcony and saw.
The thing I  saw was enough to panic me I grew scared and fainted screaming .

I woke up by someone  saw Amelia there , she said that I called her and then screamed and a thud noise came so she rushed towards my home . Then I remembered I must have called her in panic then I suddenly remembered Caden .
I jumped up of bed and ran towards my balcony and saw Caden was reading a book in peace .
Amelia came following me and asking what happened ,
I told her what happened and asked Caden if this really happened
Caden said he "just got home and didn't knew what u are talking about."
I guess it was just an illusion.
But it felt so real .

Amelia comforted me and we watched a movie together until her mom called her and she went home .

I continued watching movies until my parents were home we all ate dinner together then I went to my room and tried to sleep.

Keyword (tried to) but couldn't sleep so I counted numbers 1 to until I got into a slumber.

Well  early in the morning I woke up because of nightmare , about the shadow trying to kill Caden . So i went to balcony  but Cadens window was closed
So I called  him but was not picking up and I panicked and started throwing my left over peanuts at his window and after 20 peanuts he opened his window.
Then the first time ever I jumped into his room , hugged him tightly and started crying.
At first Caden looked at me weirdly than hugged me back we stayed hugging each other till a knock came on Cadens door ,
his mom knocked , she said "i am coming inside if you don't open the door "
he asked me "to hide in his bathroom" which was clean thank God .
After she left caden called me out ,told me she said "she just wanted to tell me that her dad and Matt are going on a trip, and all the rules blah blah stuff and gave me some money then left ."
I nodded and hugged him again not wanting to say anything .
He kissed my forehead and asked me "what happened?"
I asked him "you won't leave me right?"
He said "no never Lynnie you are my best friend,I won't leave you."

Then I said in muffled voice "I had a nightmare about u dying and I got really worried about u.sorry for distributing u I will leave now" walked towards his window. But he stopped me by holding my hand.
came closer and whispered "I am not gonna leave u so don't worry, and you can never disturb me I am available for you 24/7 ."

Hearing this I blushed and nodded then he asked me to go on a walk with him , but I was tired so I declined and asked him to came my home later so we can binge watch Harry Potter movies.
To which he agreed and i went into my room though balcony and slept as soon as my head touched pillow.

In the afternoon I woke up and after getting ready for the day I went to my kitchen and saw a note on the fridge saying-

"We had to go out will come back later sweetie and anne is with us we tried to wake u up but u won't budge so we had to leave, I made pasta there is some left for u in fridge. We will come late don't stay awake for long we have a spare key ."
      -Love mom dad.

Then after eating pasta I waited for Caden to show up but he didn't  . I checked my phone and saw a text from him saying "sorry something came up will see you later."

I sadly sighed at the text .
Well I decided to visit violet as she and Zeon got home last night we all chatted through phone but still it isn't same.

So I went next door and rang Bell , and saw zeon's mom I hugged her and we talked a bit, then I went to see my best friends violet and zeon they both were in violets room as zeon's mum had told me .

I knocked once and walked into room and saw both of them making out it was eww seeing people making out wasn't a good sight to see .

so I fake coughed and they both got away blushing furiously.
I said "bad time I guess " as I started to walk out of the room.
Violet said "no please come here" she pointed towards empty space at her bed.

So walked there and hugged violet.
Zeon pouted , then said "I am also here" so I also gave him a hug and gave both of them their favourite snacks that I had bringed with me as school is starting in two days zeon will leave tommorw.

He even said sorry to me for crashing my car . (The car they were driving at day the  of accident was maddy's car )

No worries I said to him and we all watched our favourite show like old times.

I was already night and was getting late so as I was leaving home zeon my bumped into me and sorry but saw my  necklace and said where did you got from.

It was the necklace that I had gotten from windarmek house.

So I lied to him and said I got it from a thrift so he said lucky for u it's to costly and costs a fortune my mom had one of these .

Oh really I replied and said I have to leave, I walk talk to you later it's getting late.
And got to my home changed and mode myself sandwich and ate .

After eating I went to my room and changed into something comfy then tried to sleep.