Take This To Your Grave

nicotine (part2)

"I see him!" Running over to Patrick and jumping into his arms.
"God I missed you!" He yelled. I kissed him and saw multiple flashes go off as people around us took pictures. Ir was insane.
"Let's get out of here." He said we got out of the airport and into my car and drove to Patrick's place he's renting for however long he will be here.
"When is the next tour?" I asked.
"Not till next summer, I have 12 months with my love!" He said kissing my cheek. I missed him so much. Im now 2 months into my pregnancy and time is flying by.
*2 month time skip* (she told you time was flying)
"Im so excited!" I screeched Into Patrick's ear.
"I am too!" He said getting in the car. I am 14 weeks pregnant (4 months) and were going to see the gender of the baby!

"Its a....GIRL!" I screamed at Candace.
"Yes! Derek owes me 20 bucks." She said I laughed and decided now would be a good time to think about the wedding. While me and Patrick are together.
"Hey, do you think we could get a wedding planner?" I asked.
"Sure, when do you want to have the wedding?" Pat asked.
"After the baby weight is gone." I said he nodded.
"So around April?" He asked.
"A spring wedding!" I cheered. He laughed and kissed my lips gently, like he wad afraid to hurt me. He leaned down to my stomach and started to sing to it.
"I love this so much." I said tears coming to my eyes. He kissed my stomach and we fell asleep.
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"Patrick!" I screamed. I was laying in bed and felt a sharp pain in my stomach. "Patrick!" I screamed again. I looked down at the bed and saw blood, like everywhere. "Patrick, oh god it's everywhere!"
"What's wro-oh my god." Patrick said his eyes widening. I was screaming and crying while Patrick called the ambulance. I was rocking in the floor, I felt numb. Cold. The room went black and the only thing I remember was a thud and my name being called out.

"Peyton..." someone said. My eyes fluttered open and everything was white. There was a faint beeping noise in the background.
"Hey..." I said sitting up in the bed. I winced as I sat up and saw Patrick and my mom and dad.
"Hey sweetie." My mom said.
"Hey mom?" I questioned.
"Can we have a minute?" My mom asked and Pat and dad left the room.
"Sweetie, I have some bad news." She said tears forming in her eyes.
"Okay..." I said looking at her with pleading eyes.
"You lost the baby." She said. I felt my heart drop to my stomach and I felt sick.
"W-what?" I asked.
"The doctor said you had a miscarriage." She said. I started crying historically.
"No, no!" I screamed out slamming my face into her shoulder.
"Sh, it'll be okay." My mom said rubbing circles on my back.
"I know." I started. "It just hurts." I told her.
"I know sweetie, I know." She said.

"Hello Ms.Black, Mr.Stump, have a seat." My pediatrician said. "Okay, so after some testing and the reason for your miscarriage was because the baby didn't have the right amount of chromosomes which is what determines things like hair and eye color. There is a very low chance of this happening again, so trying again would be okay." She said.
"I don't know if I can." I said feeling tears forming. I haven't been the same person ever since I lost my baby. No one that hasn't lost a baby understands. When a human is growing in you and then die inside you, its hard to deal with.
"And I understand that, but if you do decide to try again be sure to come back and ill prescribe you some prenatal vitamins and give you some drinks and food that would help with the babies health and growth, im sorry for your lose Ms.Black." she said I nodded and me and Patrick startle oh drive home. Try again? Yeah right