Stupid Girl That Won't Ever Leave My Mind

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Hey my head hurts so bad. I'm currently doing homework and schoolwork that I should have had done last Friday and Thursday, and it's for multiple classes too. I wish I went to bed earlier last night, maybe my head wouldn't hurt as bad but you know how I like to stay up. I thought about you last night as well, I was thinking about how you went to skee for your birthday and how I missed your company oh so much. I Wish I didn't have to do all this stupid schoolwork, I wish summer could last forever.
I remember after you came back from your birthday trip you brought me a yellow heart lollipop for Valentines day. You told me I got yellow because I reminded you of apple jack from my little pony. It made me laugh thinking back to it, you always compared me to a lot of characters and animals. I'm pretty sure you compared me to a ant eater at some point and I would never let you live it down. I don't remember the name of it, but you were so fascinated about this one creature from the like the early stages of earth where we had walking fish and all that. You would want to me about this stupid sea creature for weeks and weeks, I'm pretty sure you were hooked on it for a good 5 months, yet I never got tired about hearing how it swam in the ocean and how it is the alpha wolf of all the weird walking fish creatures at that time.
I'm not gonna lie to you, I'm pretty sure your autistic in some shape way or form and I don't mean it in a rude way its just your always so abnormal about your interests, your pretty high on my charts for people I suspect are autistic but dont really know.
I'm not really missing you so badly right now, I think I just like to think about you.
Your so funny the way you are, I remember whenever we would be at lunch or literally anytime I was with you, you would pull up some collection of tiktok and YouTube videos for me to watch and it would either be something so stupid or some extreme documentary about time travel. The way you would show me these videos was the funniest part it cracks me up just thinking about it. You would first of all have the volume all the way up so the entire cafeteria can hear it, I would always get nervous because everyone would look at us and I would tell you to turn it down but you didn't care. And you would hold your phone so close to my face to the point where like I couldn't see the video because it was so blurry. You also had such Shakey hands it would be impossible to read anything in a video I would have to hold the phone myself to see it.
We have this inside joke, it's about a video you showed me where a emperor from like the 15th century killed his wife, and enslaved a 13 year old boy and like did you know what with the boy against his will. So every time we saw something or someone that was like a pedo we would always say emperor Neiro, or like "I'm not emperor Neiro" something along the lines of that.
I'm not sure why I'm acting like your completely gone, your still well, and here on planet earth; and I can text you whenever I want. I should really try doing something with you. Last year in 9th grade I wanted to take you with me to a art studio I had interned at, I had racked up a lot of "points" which meant I could make whatever I wanted and I didn't have to pay because I had earned all those "points". I knew it would be something you'd like but I was afraid we weren't close enough or something I should have just asked you I know you would have said yes. But of courseee the art studio closed due to the owner having extreme family matters and she had to close the place down. There goes my opportunity and summer job. It's alright though that place treated their workers poorly and was poorly managed. I remember multiple times I had been left with a entire group of 20 or 15 kids alone as a intern and not even in the building, outside at the playground for the summer camp. You would probably have stressed out working at that place I can see you in my mind getting all nervous about all the crap they would make you do.
I hope maybe we will plan something to do together because I feel like I really need that right now. I could really use some autistic yap session with me commenting and making fun of you right about now.