Your hair isn't shoulder length anymore, you've let it grow, it's covers some of your upper back now, it's prettier, that's probably bullshit coming from me, because honest I find you pretty every single second.
I held your hand <3
I love split classes, because your with me <3
We sat together in english, we made an art peice together, my hand brushed your hand by accident. You looked at me surprised, but didn't say anything. Later you were showing me how to draw something and I couldn't do it, so your hand grabbed my hand as you showed me how to draw it. But after, you kept contact. You kept holding my hand.
I wanted to scream.
From joy.
I didn't.
Another time I only had bad apples. I tried to give it to my friends but they didn't want it. But then as the class ended, my eyes landed on you. You see the apples and my hand and I give you an apple because you asked. You didn't know it was bad, so i gave you another one. You still didn't know and you left. I felt kind of bad, but I didn't care enough to tell you, I honestly found it adorable how you didn't notice, so clueless, so naive.
The next week when we had a split day, the same day you held my hand, in the same period, English. You had said, and I quote, "You know, you had given me the wrong apples the other day."
I smile at you.
"No I didn't."
I resort to, not wanting to admit you were "right." I don't know why I did it, but I'm glad I did, it made you speak to me more than day and if I'm being honest, I love when you do.
Today September 9, 2024:
A birdy told me during last block that you were planning to go out with some of our friends on my Birthday. I didn't care, I felt kind of amused. You left one of my friends in charge of were you guys were going because you felt like she was responsible, and she asked me to help. I felt lucky to help chose out were you guys were spending that night. Right now, the only "safe" thing we've picked is a roller skating rink. The same one I went to with my friends a while back. It's an okay one I guess, but we're still thinking of places for you guys.
10/21 Authors note:
Uhhh kinda lost feeling for her, I see as a friend now, sorry so no more updates 😭
