I cant help myself

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POV alice

"Alice" he says, staring into my eyes.
"What the fuck kade"  I yell at him trying to keep my voice down. "Why the fuck would you get me in bed and then leave"
He stays quiet, just looking at me.
"Are you gonna say anything?" I exclaim "why would you do that? What did I do to you?" I yell at him pushing him in the chest.
He lets me push him around. Like he knows he fucked up.
"I trusted you" I yell "I fucking trusted you, despite everything"
"Im sorry" he mutters
"That's it? You're sorry?"
He nods his head, opening his mouth to say something but stops.
"No say it, what were you going to say" I tell him.
"I like you.. a lot Alice, that's why I left now so I don't hurt you." He says quietly at first slowly getting louder.
"What?" I ask genuinely confused.
"This world is dangerous, I don't want you getting dragged in it because of me. I wouldn't be able to live with myself"
"That's not fair kade! I should get a say in my life" I yell.
"You don't want this" he yells at me.
"I can decide what I want kade!"
"Im telling you, this isn't worth it."
"Oh my god kade, that's my fucking decision" i yell back. "You know what. Fuck you. Im done" I say about to storm out of the room. He lunges forwards grabbing me by the throat and pinning me to the wall.
"Say that again" he demands
"Fuck. You. I hate you" I say loud.
He hardened his grip around my neck, and kisses me. The kiss is deep and passionate. I kiss back immediately. It's rough and hot. I grab him by his hair pulling his head back and start kissing his neck.
"Fuck Alice don't stop" he moans.
"Don't tell me what to do" I snap back.
He pins my shoulders on the wall and starts kissing down my breasts. Making his way down to my stomach. He pulls my shorts off my legs and I'm already soaked. He lefts my one leg over his shoulder and starts kissing my inner thigh.
"Please kade don't stop" I whisper breathless.
"Tell me you hate me" he whispers desperately.
"I hate you so fucking much" I say grabbing his hair on the back of his head.
He kisses my pussy lightly making me gasp "Fuckk" I moan. He slips his fingers inside me while eating me out lightly. He makes out with my pussy, slowly flicking his tongue over my clit.
He lifts my other leg over his shoulder and stands up with me, my Pussy in his face. He throws me onto the bed and continues eating me out and fingering me. "Please sir dont stop" I moan loud. He starts going fasting. Pumping his fingers in and out of me. My legs shaking and my hips bucking at his every move.
I wrap my legs around his head. My feet on his back. "Im gonna cum" I scream. He grabs my hand with his interlocking our fingers and I squeeze his hand as I start cumming. I scream so loud the whole house probably heard. He kisses back up my stomach and across my chest, up my neck and then kisses my lips.
"Fuck you" I say to him. Honestly partly true. Im so addicted to him.
He kisses me again.
"Im sorry for everything" he admits.
"Just don't be a dick, don't leave this time"
"Yes ma'am" he says laying down next to me. I lay beside him naked, I think about putting my clothes back on but then remember my shorts are really wet.
"Um do you have any clothes I could wear?" I ask him.
"How about we take a shower first beautiful" he says, I missed those nicknames. I nod and he leads me into the bathroom connected to his room. It's huge with a fully glass shower that could fit like 10 people. He turns the shower on and checks with me that it's an okay temperature. He kisses me lovingly. I kiss him back.
"Can I wash your hair?" He asks me with stars in his eye. I agree and turn around so he can. He scrubs my hair and body clean.
"Thank you sir" I smile at him and he smiles back. He gets out and grabs me a towel, he wraps me up in it and brings me to his closet.
"Pick out anything you like" he tells me. I pick out a hoodie and a pair of lose boxers.
"You look beautiful" he says wrapping his arms around me from behind.
"Im still mad at you" I say giggling a little.
"That's okay I'll win you back"

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