LOVE or OBSESSION (Michaeng)

39- OBSESSION? LOVE?

MINA POV:

The night is chilling, with silent roads passing by, it's nearly midnight and street od seouls are getting less crowded.
The cool wind pass by his, but I coundn't care much because the warmth he is giving is the only thing important to me, I hope I'm giving the same warmth to him in return.

I leaned my cheeks on his broad back, closing my eyes in relief, inhaling his calm, addictive smell, I know I can never get enough of this.
I always want him to close to me, my entire life. At this point I can't even imagine me being without him, without seeing him I can't pass a day.

I know he smiled, as I tighten my grip on his waist, moving as much as close I can.
I'm cold and he is my warmth. He is everything I need, and I'm so sure about this.

He drove for now almost 30 minutes, and as we pass the area became more silent, and less people around. We are away from the city area more towards rural side of the city. I won't question him, where are we going if it's him, I can go anywhere, anytime without being afraid. I know I'm safe with him. He is my safe place.

The bike haults making me open my eyes and glanced the surrounding. My eyes twinkles seeing the beautiful side in front of me, with the calm yet loud voice of the tides hitting the seashore.
The moon shines proudly between those beautiful stars and it's reflection making the sea shine like diamond.

I got down as he parked his bike nearby, keeping the helmets behind, before running to my direction.

"You perfectly know how to make me smile" I smiled looking at the ocean from afar.
"Well that smile looks pretty on you, so I should make you smile" he grinned making me turn to him with surprise look.
It's really not common, Chaeyoung being cheesy, he chuckled before taking my hands in his, dragging me along.

"Let's go now" we ran towards the shore, giggling smiling along
We both removed our shoes taking seat on the cold sand, relaxing our body in this beautiful night.

It's been so long since I came here, I always used to come with Mom, but after she left me, I never dared to come here, her memories, her smile and the way she played with me will hurt me. Dad tried to cheer me up, but begin a stubborn I never listened to him, I myself distanced myself from my dad when he was willing to do anuthing. I hurted him.

My Unnies, Dahyun, Jennie Unnie, Lisa, Nayeon Unnie everyone tried but I closed myself completely, until he came and now I can feel I'm back, I know now how to react, how to behave, how to express. It's hurt but I'm trying to return to my normal self.

The water is calm, the deep water of the sea produce a marvelous view to anyone who gazes at the sea. The water is seem to be slowly running low on the shore. Small waves crashing on the shoreline, just little away from our feets.
The surface of the sea appears blue in colour. The shimmering waves of the sea that are clear and blue mirror the rays of the shining moon. The refreshing breeze that emanates from the seawaters is making me smile with relief.

I looked beside me, him looking straight to the ocean, with a mesmerizing small smile on his lips. The moonlight making him look more handsome that ever, his moles are clearly visible. I really want to know what he is thinking, what he is feeling, what he feels for me.
For sure his behaviour, the way he trats me is totally changed, I can see that. He makes me feel happy, butterflies are always in my stomach when he looks at me so lovingly, the way he praise me, take care of me. It's really hard for me to control now. I feel special.

I dated many guys, surely they did many things to make me happy, to make me feel I'm top of the world. But this man, right next to me as to do nothing but just smiled, and I melt. He can just say a few words of love and I'm on top of the world. When I say he is different, he is special, I mean it. And I would never let him go. He is made for me, we are meant to be together.
If not then why destiny made us meet eachother, the one who are poles apart? Surely we are destinied.
Call this obsession I don't mind, Yes I'm obsessed with him because I love him with all my heart!
But I need to know what he thinks, that's all matters. What he thinks Obsession? Love?