The king who is a mother

10

Keshini left to her room. Yuvanashav bound his stomach while talking to his child. " Baby now no will take you away from me. If somebody tried to take you away this time. They have to go through me first.
Your older brother I was a little weak but don't worry I am taking care of him too to my fullest. You guys were supposed to be born at same time but he came out first. But he still cute. I think you will be cute too. " While he talked about the his separation from Magdhta.

His mind flashed the picture of his mother and first wife. He felt anger and restment towards them but he let it go because he doesn't want his kid to feel these emotions and be born with negative emotions.

So he started to chant the name of God. Wrapped his stomach then wrappe a cloth around himself. He went to feed Magdhta.  He feed Magdhta about four to five times in a day. Only at night he is fed cow milk now if he woke up.

He don't understand how he doesn't wake up at night. Usually one or two months old babies don't have a schedule. They wake up at night crying many times middle of night. Maybe he is just a happy baby or something.

He cries less he always smile. He only cry when he is hungry. He wish never a evil eye touch his any child. He always pray to god for this. He went to feed Magdhta after wrapping himself.

Magdhta was placed in his swing. He was happily smiling due to moving swing. He played with himfor sometime then took him in his arms. He always like touch his child's hand and feet. They feel so soft like cotton. He also like touching his face.

He loves holding him he feel so squishty and soft to hold. He wants to hold him whole day but he can't because he have work as king and also he have given his words. He won't do anything which will complicate this situation more.

He asked Simantini he was fed in morning. She said no he was fed at midnight after that he slept had woke up for more than one hour. He should be hungry soon though your majesty.

He nodded he walked around in the room while holding him. He walked near the window the sun was starting to shine. I let myself and Magdhta bathe in early sun rays. He held him in a way so sun won't reach his eyes directly.

He caressed his stomach under cloth feeling his other baby. He felt content with his babies with him. Soon Magdhta started crying. So he lightly patted his stomach than let Magdhta cry for sometime but not for too long.

It will strengthen him from inside. He feed him soon after that. He fed him and burped him. Then he handed the child to Simantini because they need to go to eat breakfast. He let her hold Magdhta.

Now we have all started eating together again. It's not joyous as before but still they all have pleasent relationship with eachother. They can talk to eachother.

Time by passed so fast. Keshini moved near his room. They reached a agreement that keshini will take care of child while he is not here. He will help her other then child will stay with him untill he started to get older.

He will let him know from the young age. So he can know who is one who give birth to him and the mother who brought him up. He just his child to accept him as he is.

He doesn't care what his child call him in front of world but he hope they can accept him atleast in their heart and in their life.

He want to let Magdhta also know about this but he knows Simantini won't let him tell him. So he will tell he will become sensible. He hope he will accept him as his mother who give birth to him.

He always talked with his stomach at night. He will tell him hi i am your mother. I will give birth to you but this world will never know.

I hope you will be happy when you grow happy healthy. I hope you will remember me as one of a your parent even as not a mother. Baby even though when you grow up know complete truth.

I hope you will accept won't leave me to be alone. I am waiting for you to be born. I hope to see you in arms soon. I hope god will adorn you and your brother Magdhta with all good qualities.

He always wished for good for his family from God. Soon it was close to end of his Ninth month. Pulomi gave birth to son. He was also cute. He promised he will good father to Jayanta when he held this child in his arms.

He promised he will be good parent to his every child as much as he can. He also soft like Magdhta maybe all child like it. He can't get enough of also holding him in his arms.

He had left from there soon because Pulomi will be separated from others for thirteen days. This period will extend upto 40 days. She will be well taken care in this time. She will be massaged washed and cleaned in these days taking. So her body will become almost same level as before.

A pregnant woman body change drastically if she not taken care after giving birth. It will leave sequal for whole life because of this he really have neglected his body a lot.

Even though he have not given birth natural he should take care of his body as per Asanga. Only he have taken his care. He bandaged him daily and message his body two times a day. So body won't have sequal.

He really is a good person he have taken care of as a person not treated him differently because of this matter.

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In other book Yuvanashav was not able to connect with jyanta untill the end maybe because he was separated from his child and then his creation was a bit forced.

Maybe some depression and not being able to see what in front him. Now he something he look forward not stuck with one aim. He view towards life will also change.