The king who is a mother

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His baby sit on his bladder. So he need to got to washroom many times a day. It's has been 2 weeks since Jayanta is born. Yesterday his Naamkaran sanskar was done. I go to see him daily he is so cute.

I am overdue one week but Asanga said it's alright the child will sign if not he will operate in two days. He did as told I felt pain on regular intervals after one day. He told he will operate on me today.

I don't have any cavity to push this child I felt child shifting downward. It was really intense pain. He fed me medicine which made my lower body numb. He operated on me soon he took the baby keshini helped him in whole process.

Since we can't take help on this process of many people. He put the child on my chest as soon as he took him out. He told keshini cut his umbilical cord. I touched my child i felt like I will cry from happiness. The child was crying he looked so small.

He stitched me up. He cleaned the child slight not much. He told me to feed as much as he can drink. I put him near my nipples. He started to drink from it.

I fed him for sometime than Asanga fed med medicine which made me sleep he told me I need to rest for sometime so his body can rest before doing anything I want to do.

Asanga cleaned Yuvanashav like last time but this time his wife he is here. He told her clean the prince while he cleaned him. Yuvanashav have shaved his chest to breastfeed. He body shows signs of gone through a pregnancy.

Everyone will think he was fat. He was hurt so that's why he have marks and scar on his stomach. No one will know that he is one who give birth to two princes of this empire. So he feels a little pity towards him.

He cleaned him and told keshini to " be near him with child untill he woke up because it will open some wounds if he didn't see his child with him again.It will not be good for Anyone if he became angry this time.

He will not spare anyone this time. He have taken many wounds on his heart in last three months even though he will not show it but these wounds will show up when he is vulnerable. So please take special care of him emotionally and Physically queen."Asanga told everything to her then left from there.

Yuvanashav was operated untill the evening he woke up near the mid night. He touched around the bed he didn't felt his baby. So he woke up clearly he called keshini there was less light in room only some lamps were lighting.

Keshini heard his call she woke up she was sleeping in chair near by. She lighted the lamp fast she turned and saw towards the king. She got scared because she can see the sign of madness in his eyes.

" Your majesty baby is sleeping in the crib. Let me get him for you." She walked towards the crib. She can feel his eyes sticking to her back. She picked the baby up and walked towards him. She put the baby in his arms.

She felt the king getting relaxed seeing the baby. He kissed the baby on his forehead and put him near his heart. He went completely relieved seeing his baby.

He asked keshini why were you sleeping on chair? I may have become brahmachari but I can't let you sleep uncomfortablely sitting on chair. He told her to go to her room from secret door.

She can come tomorrow. He wants to be alone with his baby for sometime. She nodded and tried to understand his thought process but she left for her room without refusing. She think it's better to leave him for sometime with his child after remembering the madness in his eyes.

Keshini left within some time Yuvanashav held his baby in his arms he relaxed after feeling the presence of his baby. He looked at the features of his baby. He held him near his chest for sometime.

He put baby beside himself. He laid there  while looking at the baby beside him. He didn't know when the magic of sleep came over him.

He only woke up in morning from crying sound of his baby. He sat up checked the baby. He changed him then fed him milk. He looked outside he saw sunrise already have happened.

He kept looking at the baby in daze he don't understand what he is feeling right now. He feels like he just want to sleep and his body is tired. He saw keshini come into his room after washing up.

He told her to take care of the baby right now he wants to sleep. Only wake him up when he needs to feed him. He was fast asleep as his body touched the bed.

Keshini looked after the baby. She felt weird seeing Yuvanashav because he usually don't sleep after sunrise matter how much he was in pain.

She thought Asanga will come in some time to change his dressing so she will let him check on him.

Meanwhile she put the baby on swing. She kept it in motion slightly. Soon Asanga came to change Yuvanashav dressing.

She told him about Yuvanashav condition last night and in morning.