Love syndrome day..itt //note book//

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Nick sat with itt trying to calm him down

___Are you okay

__Umm

__Do you want to go somewhere just you and me

Itt decided to go to Nick and Neil's house because he didn't want Day  to worry about him. Day would be reassured because Neil and Nick were with him and also close to their house

__No, Day would be worried if I went somewhere now

Nick sighed seeing his friend's condition

___You didn't eat, did you

__I don't want anything

___I'll get some food to eat together

Nick went out and after a few minutes Neil came to sit next to itt

Itt
Did he go

Neil
Umm

___Did  he went home?

___You're worried about him

Itt looked at Neil's face for a while then his tears fell

___He treats me like I'm a crazy person or a little child. He hid a lot of things from me. He lied too. He didn't tell me about his illness

Neil smiled as he looked at itt's face

___You two are really weird
Are you upset because he didn't tell you and not because he slapped you

Itt I've been Dai's friend since childhood I've seen him in all his states good and bad
When I heard about his parents' death I ran to his house because I was worried about how he would be alone with a little brother
But Day was preparing food for his brother and cleaning the house His eyes contained sadness but they were full of strength, cruelty, anger, revenge

The day your father told him you died, Day was so lost, it was as if he lost the whole world in a moment.

I thought he would run from that hospital to look for John and kill him, but he was collapsing from his sadness. He didn't care about his anger and revenge. Even your father felt worried and was afraid that Day would do something bad to himself.
At your funeral, he knew you were still alive and sleeping peacefully in Nan's house, but his condition wasn't any better.

____I know how much he suffered because of me, so I wanted to get away from him. I wanted him to rest and not carry all that suffering with me. I saw him in pain and feeling sick, but he was carrying me in his arms and and he ahah ah

itt started crying

___Itt itt
I don't blame you and I'm not telling you this to you  make excuses for me  I'm telling you all this so you  can understand him

Day  didn't let you enter the kitchen and learn anything. He pampered you to the point that he didn't let you do anything alone just because he was worried that you might leave him one day so he wanted you to depend on him completely in your life and give you everything without getting tired or bored

The same person when he lost his memory and saw you suffering without him

He taught you how to cook and how to do everything alone because he was worried that if something happened to him again you would suffer alone and be in pain

Someone like this, tell him that you died  He was next to you, you were in his hands, but you were kidnapped and tortured, then they told him you were dead. Can you imagine what he was thinking and feeling?
what do you think he will do, how will he think?

Do you really think that Day is doing all this just because of you? Is he doing it because he sees you as a crazy person or a child, or is he doing it for himself?