journal entry one

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by cmfrtnchaos

by cmfrtnchaos

9/9/24 6:23pm

chris has a really hard time communicating with me about things that are very, very easy to display and ask for.

"hey, can you rub my back while we cuddle?"

"don't put my hoodies back in the closet without washing them."

"i don't like when you kiss me after drinking coffee."

a lot of these things would never make me mad or confused if he asked me, i would simply see him out and listen to him.

instead of asking me to do these things, he will just assume i know what he wants, and when i obviously don't know (because he didn't tell me), he shuts me out. i've communicated this with him many times and he promised to get better each time, but i've yet to see a drastic change in behavior.

i hope he knows i love him and i wouldn't want him to feel bad about this, it takes time to build good communication. but DAMN HE PISSES ME OFF (⁠ب⁠_⁠ب⁠)

ok bye