felix has trauma and is depressed he has anxiety and a eating disorder he is scared of going back to australia his dad s3xually assaulted him and his mother took her life he lived alone in a tiny apartment in korea it was like any korean dorm you wo...
i got into school and went over to chan it was normal for us friends to kiss on the cheek or comfort each other i hugged chan as he spoke
"hey baby how was your weekend"
i kept on a smile and nodded while changbin ran over and hugged me and kissed his boyfriend. i hated how everyone was in love while i was basically drowning they just broke me down but i don't show it i then wave at jisung who was with minho ugh! love again ────୨ৎ────
i felt numb and went to the bathroom and went into a stall and sat down on the floor trying not to cry tears roll down my cheeks i took out a pocket blade and pulled my sleeve up and put the blade against my skin and dragged i let out a wince and took a deep breath and dragged many more blood stained my cardigan i felt dizzy and lightheaded and soon everything was black
"𝓪𝓶 𝓲 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝔂𝓮𝓽?....."
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hyunjin POV:
i was holding in my piss since the morning i wave to minho "bye mini-hoe" he rolled his eyes "bye whore-jin" i chuckled
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i went to the bathroom and pushed open a not properly closed stall my eyes widened at the scene of a blonde ,freckled boy on the floor all bloody i saw a blade in his arms and my eyes widened this was that felix boy....was he ok?
i took off my sweater and wrapped it around him i carried him to the nurses office and dropped him off "hi nurse kim" i said as the nurse bowed to me and i bowed to her "i found him on the ground in the stalls" the nurse was worried and scared she spoke "oh god ......he looks horrible...." she sighed "he might be passed out" she brought out rubbing alcohol and gauze. the doctor began to clean him up and let him rest i stayed there to make sure he was ok what made him do this? i'm sure he wouldn't want the others to know yet...
the nurse spoke "do you know what happened?....."
i shrug i didn't want to tell since i'm pretty sure Felix doesn't want anyone to know "i'm pretty sure he hit something and got scraped..."
his arms looked so soft and injured i was worried
felix's arms:
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Felix POV:
i woke up hazy did i finally do it or was i just a cut up mess i look at my arm oh shit someone brought me here.... i looked up and there he was hyunjin i rub my eyes and he looked at me and smiled he spoke in a soft tone "hey.."i wave at him slightly wincing and spoke softly
"t-t-thank you" he smiled and replied
"are you ok?..." i nod i wasnt really ok but i just didn't want anyone to worry...
he spoke "your not.... look at your arms"
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hyunjin carried me my head on his shoulder and he walked me to his car and set me in the front....
(cliffhanger 😭😘😃🔫)
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A/N
yes no diary chapter today and probably next will be deep end so ya 😃🔫 wayyyy more drama cominggggg!!
