Felix POV:
dear diary
it's been a while since i wrote i've been feeling drained as usual but it's getting worse all my friends are so busy and forgotten about me but yeah i'm sinking deeper than usual i'm just need to let go i'm not the same sunshine i used to be.....
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later hyunjin came over to my place it was quiet and then hyunjin spoke
"so,are you straight"hyunjin asked me
"no,why" i said looking down at my phone
"oh,ew" hyunjin mutters
"what do you mean ew??" i said
"i mean it's disgusting are you gay or some shit" hyunjin mutterd
i glare at hyunjin in disbelief and disgust it was incredibly offensive
"what the fuck hyunjin!?" i said in a hard tone
"what all these gay people are sissies and stupid!?"hyunjin said
i silently gasp
"what the fuck!?"i slightly yell
"why would you"
he cut me off
"CAUSE THEY'RE DISGUSTING!"
"NO THEY'RE NOT THEY ARE JUST HUMANS"i yelled loud enough for chan and changbin who lived next door to hear
hyunjin pushed me against the hard wall making open deep cuts sting i feel to the ground and winced
"they are just disgusting fags" hyunjin yelled
"your the only fag"i yell back...
hyunjin left leaving me on the ground i picked up a knife and cut around my wrist......
(A/N: added more 4 ya!! 😔😔🫶🫶🫶😝😝😝)
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"am i gone yet..." ⋆˚🐾˖°|| hyunlix angst
Romancefelix has trauma and is depressed he has anxiety and a eating disorder he is scared of going back to australia his dad s3xually assaulted him and his mother took her life he lived alone in a tiny apartment in korea it was like any korean dorm you wo...
