(srry 4the song i'm feeling evil today 😋)
//felix POV://
today was the day i was going into surgery i was kind of happy cause i was going to feel better and live....i hope. me and hyunjin had spent so much time together even though i was in and out the hospital me and him hoped for the best i couldn't go yet....i'm so young..
[1 week before]
"lixxie baby i feel like we should spend more time together we need to ok?..." hyunjin said
"yay! ok let's go to the fair please hyunieee!!"
felix said excited
they got to the fair
felix spoke between talking
"o-oh hyunie! i want a corn dog!! pweassss!"
felix said taking deep breaths
"ok bub if that's what you want!" they got corn dogs..... and spent time at the fair
[1 month before]
"h-hyunie!" felix said between coughing
"oh hey baby!" hyunjin said look at the tiny limping boy
"c-can we watch a movie together and paint while eating brownies!!" felix said hunched over coughing
"oh! baby.... take deep breaths first then we can go to do that ok!" felix nodded at hyunjin's response and they did just that
[night before]
the night before felix decided to recreate their first date stargazing
felix got out all the things and hyunjin came out and they had so much fun with everything...
"baby..i hope after surgery you make it...i can't lose you.." hyunjin said kissing me softly
"me too i don't want everyone to be sad without me" felix said coughing..
"ok bub i think it's time for bed.." hyunjin said he helped felix up and they got ready for bed and cuddled..
it was time for my surgery i was ready....
//hyunjin POV://
i hoped felix would be okay the friend group already knew and i was about ready if this didn't go well...
the surgery lasted hours i was waiting for hours before a doctor came out looking down...
"sir. you must be hyunjin?" the doctor asked
"y-y-yes..why.." i said looking with wide glossy eyes
"uhm...felix...he's in a coma...." the doctor said taking a deep breath ....
"W-WHAT?!" i yell in pain tears rolling down my cheeks
"i-it's ok sir he will wake up in a matter of 1-3 years...." the doctor said calming me down....
[1 year later]
that was a year ago....
the end.....
(A/N: thank you sm 4 reading i will be releasing a sequel to this book so don't worry it's not over yet 😋😋😋)
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