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18. A chance

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Sarah's POV

We ate dinner in silence.

And I was very tired, mummy's words kept echoing in my mind since the morning. I had decided that I'll give this relationship a chance because vansh deserves it, we deserve it. He is very kind and protective but sometimes he was very over possessive not in my liking. It's really scared the hell out of me when he acts so possessive towards me.

"Suniye" i whispered staring at the ceiling. "Kahiye" he said snuggling more close into me. We were lying on the bed after dinner. I wore his shirt, yes just a shirt and my undies. And he was shirtless, i was lying on his chest while he was playing with my hairs, and sniffing like it's a drug.

"Vo Mai kuch kahna chahti hu" i said gathering courage from every single cell of my and the low lighting imparted a romantic atmosphere in the room. "Kahiya" she said tugging my hairs behind my ears. "Vo Mai ahna chahti hu ki—iwanttogivethismarriageachance" i said in one breath. "kya aap jara aahista kah sakti h, jaan" he said pulling me more close to him. His beard tickling the side of neck when he rub his cheeks their.

(I want to say something)
( what i want to say that—)
(Can you speak a little more slowly, love?)

Although I was trying to keep my heartbeat sane but it's not in my control as it's beats vigorously. "I want to give this marriage a chance" i said, his loosen his grip on my waist.
In a sudden motion he turned me to face him and staring deep into my eyes. "Why?" He asked making me confused, what why doesn't he want to give this marriage a Chance.

"Because mummy jii explained to me that it's a good idea if we give this marriage a chance" i said helding his bear shoulder for a moment i forget that he was still shirtless. "What would you have done if mother had not said so? would you have left me" he asked me leaving me out of word. No i would never thought like that. "No" i said confidentially. "But still you are doing this for mummy right" he said bitterly. I can feel disappointment in his voice.

"No I am doing this for us but if you don't want me to say it directly, there's no need to accuse me" i said with same bitterness and disappointment in my tone. I pushed his hand away distance myself a little. We stare at each other for god knows how long then he managed to accomplished his thoughts into words and said "No, I didn't mean that, I just felt that you were doing this under the pressure of mom, i also really want to give this marriage a chance, live a life like a normal couple , But once you say yes to this marriage, then there's no way out, you'll be forever mine".

A cluster of nerves hit me, i grips my hand and pulled me on his chest, "Now tell me, do you still want to give this marriage a chance?" He asked. "Yes I want to give us a chance " i said with out giving a second thought. I look at the tattoo of his chest, it's hot, he is very hot and sexy like a celvin Klein model, i always associated my dark fantasies with him without any reason. He cares my thighs, i stare into his eyes and then we both started leaning into eachother until our lips collide in a passanate kiss. He pulled into his lap, pulling me as  close as possible .

We pull apart when we both were panting out of breath,  I feel something poking my butt and then I made a fatal mistake of looking down there. Blush crept on cheeks i immediately turn my head, i look at him by side eye he was smirking. "Acha hoga ki agar ham abhi so jae warna phir mujhe koi pachtava nhi hoga ki Mai aage kya karne lagunga " he said teasingly. I fixed his shirt which I was wearing, i lay down beside him, he pulled me into him, cuddling. I sniffed my hairs and place a soft kiss behind my ear.

(It would be better if we sleep now otherwise I will have no regrets about what I will do next.)

"Good night" i mumbled and snuggle into his chest, he held me more tightly and whispered "good night, sleep tight Jaan" and kissed my forehead.

The last word from his mouth I heard before i fell in deep sleep was 'i love you ' I was not sure if i mistaken or what because I was half asleep.

Next morning

My eyes flickers when the sun rays flatly fall on my face, i opened my eyes to see my handsome husband sleeping beside me but instead the bed was empty. Where is he? Maybe
In bathroom. I opened the bathroom door but he was not here, maybe he Must have gone to office early today, I took a bath long bath in disappointment.

I thought that That from today onwards our relationship will have a new beginning.Today I wake up with a hope that from today our life will change and we will live like a normal or happy couple but my beloved husband is not even in the room. For him, did the things that happened yesterday end just yesterday?Do my feelings for him mean nothing?Was everything he said yesterday a lie? So many thoughts were running through my mind.

I quickly wore a silk saree and was brushing my hair, but as I went to apply vermillion, my eyes fell on the paper kept below the vermillion box. I picked it up and opened it.

I am sorry my Jaan, You would be angry at me when you would not have found me in the room.
But trust me love, I had to leave at 3 in the morning for a very important meeting. I wanted to tell you right then, sweetheart, but what could I do? You looked so beautiful while sleeping that I didn't feel like waking you up.
That's why I left a note for you, I will message you first when I reach, remember to eat on time, I don't know how many days I will have to spend here but But I will try to get back to my sweet wifeyyy as soon as possible.

Your dear Husband
V.S

To be honest I was angry but all that anger evaporated after reading this letter. But how will I spend so many days without him? I have already started missing him.

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