Lustfilled Attraction: BWWM ✔️ (completed)

Chapter 32: Confessions

Raya

After our shower we laid in his bed for a minute. I just wanted to feel him next to me, close to me and now how I feel about him.

Call me crazy or delusional but I think i actually love him. It hasn't been long but I truly believe this.

I'm laying on his chest while he rubs circles on my arms giving me goosebumps. He's shirtless and I'm only wearing his shirt with a pair of panties.

I lifted my head to look at him and wasn't surprised to see him already staring at me. "Call me twisted but I love it when you say sorry to me. You're so easy to control." He tells me.

Not at all offended, I smiled and pecked his lips. His eyes widen a bit but he masked it quickly after. "What was that for?"

I shrugged. "I just wanted to do that."

His lips tilt into a little smile and he bites down on his lips. "I love you Raya." He admits and this time it doesn't freak me out.

"I know."

"I want you to know that I will do anything and everything to make sure you're happy. You're all I'll ever need, I'll ever want. One day, you'll feel the same."

"How do you know that?"

"I'll show you more than I can tell you. I'll spoil you rotten. Give you anything you want and asked for. I'll make sure you never have to worry about a damn thing because I'll be there to help you. You don't need school, a job or even friends to have a happy life. All you need is me."

"Will you control the way I dress? Where I go?"

"Definitely. I don't want you leaving this house wearing anything that shows what's mine. This," he moved his hand and slapped my ass. "Is mine. This," he then ran his hands through my hair," is mines. And these," he bent his head to kiss me. "are mines. And if you ever go somewhere , I'll be with you so that's an issue."

"What if I want to go to the mall or something while you're at work?"

"Then I'll leave and take you."

"I have one more question."

"Ok."

"Why didn't you just ask for my number when you first saw me? I wouldn't have said no to you.

"My brain doesn't work that way. If I want something, I go to the extreme to take it. I like the challenge and that would've been to easy."

"So you watched me for months, pretended to be someone your not and lied to me?"

"Yes. Any more questions?" He asked and I can tell he was getting annoyed.

"No, I'm sorry."

He sighs and grips my hair to lift my head. "I'm sorry baby, I just hate when you ask to many questions. It confuses me."

"It's okay, I was wrong and I'm sorry."

"Come here." He pulls me onto his lap fully. "I want to try something with you."

"Okay. What is it?"

"Wax play."

"Wax play?" I know what that is because of fifty shades of grey but I didn't know people actually do that. Will it hurt me?

"Yes. Are you okay with that?"

I would be a fool to say no. "Yes, I'm down with that."

"Okay. We can try it. But first I want you climb up here and ride my face."  His eyes undressed me as he said this and I instantly started to feel horny.

I never rode a man face before so this would be a new thing for me.

His hands roamed my body, lifting my shirt and cupping my ass in his tattooed hands. I moaned softly, leaving myself at his mercy completely.

His rough fingers slowly removed my panties, throwing them on the floor.  He lifts me over his head and his eyes move to my pussy. I'm sure he could see how wet and needy I was for him already and he groaned. "Damn." He was breathing heavily, looking at me like he was seeing me for the first time.

With a trembling body, I slowly leveled myself on his lips and I moaned when he placed kisses on my clit. "You taste better then I imagined babygirl."

He slid his tongue from my clit to my entrance and stuck his warm tongue inside of me. I moaned aloud and rolled my hips. He moans into me, sending vibrations up to my core and grips my waist to keep me still. I hold myself up by putting my hands on the headboard and through my head back when he starts fucking me with his tongue. "Oh god..." I whimpered when he uses one of his hands to pinch at my clit.

"Good?" He began to move his tongue skillfully against my clit.

"Yes baby, like that. " I  praised him and this sent him into overdrive. He moans and starts going to town with his mouth. He uses his mouth just as good as he uses  his dick. He knows what he's doing.

He uses his other hand to stick a finger inside while his tongue still licked, sucked and kissed me. "Yesssss..."

I'm losing my mind and riding his face like my life depended on it and  I know I'm going to be an addict for his tongue from now on.

"I'm going to cum Jamal!" I cried out when he picks up his speed. I couldn't hold it in any longer and released all over face.

He cleaned me up and sucked me dry until he was sure there was nothing left. He lets me fall on the side of him to catch my breath.

He lists his head and I turned my head and giggled. His beard has my cum on it and his nose and lips were glistening with my juices. He looked fucking hot. 

"I'm not done with you baby." Lustfilled blue eyes stared back into mines. "We need a candle."