𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 || Seoksoo

hurt | 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟷𝟿

"𝘖𝘩, 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯"
~Fear

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[TW : Slight mentions of Self-harm!]

Sounds of knocking were heard from outside the room but neither Mingyu nor Dokyeom could listen to them, being lost in their daze, their hot breath crashing against each other. Mingyu's hooded eyes stared down at Dokyeom's lips. Dokyeom's feet felt stuck to the ground, his hands on Mingyu's shoulder, gripping it tightly but Mingyu couldn't care less when Dokyeom's parted lips were staring back at him.

The knocks were muffled sounds to them. Dokyeom's hand moves from his shoulder to the collar of his shirt, his fingers grip around it, and in a flash - Dokyeom pulls Mingyu in for a passionate kiss. Their lips stay still against each other, eyes wide as they try to comprehend the situation.

Mingyu slowly closes his eyes and starts moving his lips, a small smile spreading across his face when Dokyeom starts kissing back, their background blurring as they get lost in the kiss.

Mingyu's hand moves up to his nape, pulling him more into the kiss, he nibbles on Dokyeom's lower lip and Dokyeom slowly parts his lips, inviting Mingyu in. Mingyu's smirk grows wider as he enters his tongue inside Dokyeom's warm mouth, he hums sensually as he explores Dokyeom.

Dokyeom closes his eyes, his mouth moving against Mingyu's frantic ones, trying to keep up with his pace.

Mingyu pulls back to catch his breath, a string of saliva connecting their lips. When he is about to dive back in, Dokyeom's eyes widen, realizing how far they've gone and he pushes Mingyu, making him stumble back in confusion.

"I-I'm, we shouldn't have done that." Dokyeom mumbles, keeping his eyes on the floor. "What...do you mean?" Mingyu asks, confused still. "We- I took it too far, I can't," Dokyeom replies, a lone tear drops from his eyes to the floor.

Mingyu scoffs and turns his back to Dokyeom, running a hand through his hair and whispering. "Fuck," He turns back to Dokyeom, his eyes cold and scary. "I gave you everything - clothes, shoes, food, phone, a place to stay, expensive shits - everything, I treated you better than that lousy boyfriend of yours ever could! And this is how you treat me? By pushing me away? Great, just great." Mingyu walks to the door and opens it angrily, before leaving, he turns back and says. "I shouldn't have expected anything from you."

Dokyeom cries into the palm of his hand after Mingu leaves. "Fuck, Dokyeom! What did you do? You ruined everything!" Dokyeom cries harder, questioning himself and his decisions.

A while later, Dokyeom is lying on his stomach on the bed, his face buried in the pillow, muffling his sobs, his hand moves to his left arm from under his stomach, and his thumb and index finger tweak the soft flesh on his upper arm, pinching his skin hard to distract himself from the pain in his mind.

Dokyeom's sobs grow louder and he thinks back to how Mingyu's actions and words reminded him of Joshua. His skin turns red and angry yet he can't stop, the pain Mingyu caused by his words hurts him more than the physical pain he's inflicting on himself.

A knock interrupts him and he releases his arm, raising himself from his bed and wiping away his tears frantically, he flips his pillow to the other side, hiding the tear stains, and rushes to the door, opening it to reveal Chan, he remembers Chan being the youngest and cutest of them all.

"Can I come in, Hyung?" Chan asks, his doe eyes staring up at Dokyeom. "S-sure, yeah, come in." Dokyeom opens the door wide for him and he walks in with a bag. "I bought some snacks for you," He keeps the bag on the bed, sitting beside it, he whispers. "I bought it with my own money, don't worry."

"Oh, okay." Dokyeom smiles a little at Chan's cute actions and walks over to sit on the bed as well.

"I heard what happened with you and Mingyu Hyung earlier." Chan's smile drops to a sympathetic one. "Are you ok, Hyung?" Dokyeom's head drops to his lap and he laughs bitterly. "Yeah, don't worry, kiddo." Dokyeom looks back up and ruffles Chan's hair, making him giggle. "These snacks will make you feel even better, they are Japan specials." Chan pushes the bag towards him and he takes it with a thank you.

They talk for hours, Dokyeom feeling better and laughing again hearing Chan's funny stories. "And Mingyu Hyung dropped his new phone again, it still has huge lines on the screen, he doesn't even bother to repair it." Chan's contagious laugh was heard again, Dokyeom laughing along with him. "Is he really that clumsy?" Dokyeom asks, catching his breath from laughing too much.

"Oh, you don't know just how much. There isn't one day that goes by without him breaking things or dropping them. We are just used to it now." Chan laughs, his eyes crinkling at the corner.

Chan's phone rings, he glances at the screen and looks back up at Dokyeom. "Sorry Hyung, gotta go, our leader organized a meeting, and I'm pretty sure I'm too late for it." Chan chuckles nervously and leaves the room after waving goodbye to Dokyeom.

Dokyeom unconsciously caresses his palm over his arm where he pinched himself earlier, staring at the door that just closed and zoning out, being left alone with his thoughts.

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I had a very bad cold when I was trying this so please ignore the typos and mistakes.

Hope this was good, I don't know where I'll go with this story but since this is a seoksoo book, DK will probably end up with Josh and I might make another book or a special chapter for a seokgyu/seokhan happy ending, whichever ship you guys prefer!

(i think I got this idea because someone commented about making a happy ending book for gyu/han)

Thank you for reading! Have a great day! Drink water! Bye!