'you still love me anyway,'
-chappell roan
THE EVENT WAS OVER. YOU were back in your dorm own dorm, curled up in bed and facing the wall filled with different pictures, posters, etc...But what stood out was the polaroid picture of you and Yuji. It was the day you both did face masks with Kugisaki and Fushiguro. He was smiling brightly, his perfectly aligned teeth showing. You on the other hand was halfway through laughing since he was rubbing his cheek onto yours, making his face mask smudge onto yours. You looked at the tiger headband he had on, and you could see the matching one with kitty ears you wore hung on the back of your door.
Normally you'd be fast asleep after this much healing in one day. But it felt impossible knowing that it was all a lie. Sure, it's not like you wanted him dead. Of course you wanted him alive, everyday your heart ached and yearned for him to be back.
But now that he was, it didn't feel right. It felt off. Even your own father lied to you, good cause or not. It felt humiliating. It was.
In the background you had your record player playing. It was old music, the sound of The Drifters wafted through your eardrums. This one was your favourite, 'There Goes My Baby' playing. As loud as it was, it still felt so quiet.
Your hands were full, full of Yuji's spare uniform Megumi had given you a while ago. You didn't care if he walked in right now. It still smelled like him, even if he hadn't worn it for months. Your fingers traced the thick fabric, trailing between the stitches and the buttons, up to the red hood attached.
He would probably want this back.
Then, as if on cue, there was a knock. A voice followed, "y/n? It's me, can I come in?" He asked, without any specification to who he actually was. But you could still recognise his voice anywhere.
"No," you replied. "I can't hear you with that music playing, turn it down," he said, raising his voice over the music. You muttered "asshole," underneath your breath, lazily getting up and stopping the record. "I said no," you repeated, crawling back over to your beloved bed. "Why?" He pushed,
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HEALING HANDS || yuji itadori
Fanfiction'SOULS DON'T FIND EACH OTHER BY ACCIDENT' yuji itadori x reader ff -- 'why won't you speak to me?' 'you're meant to be dead,' --