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━━ 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘮 𝘰𝘶𝘵 ׂׂૢ
Diary Entry, February 3
This is weird writing but I feel like it's the only way I could express how I feel, It's been a couple of weeks since I've been back and to say the least, it's been kind of stressful with everyone watching me like I'm some fragile item. Especially Klaus and Elijah they won't let me do anything, but in the end, I know it's for my safety.
But to sum it all up on how I'm doing I would say I'm doing okay, I forgave Klaus and Elijah, and you are wondering why well my good lord up above says to always forgive and that's what I did, but idk if I ready to just jump back into things with them yet. I'm still hurt and grieving, what they did was fucked up, and they know it they've been kissing up to me ever since I got back but I don't crack under pressure and especially those puppy dog eyes, but I'm okay.
· 𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒋𝒂𝒉'𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒗 ·
How do I make her love us again? Yes I got her back, and yes, she forgave us but how long until she gains feelings again? Not having her in my arms is killing me I can't spend a second without her, but I won't push it her being here is enough for me her, and my child, the both of them.
· 𝒌𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒔'𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒗 ·
Elijah looks like a kicked puppy but hell so do I it's been 6 months fuck I don't know it feels like it was an eternity being away from her, but when she came through that door I was happy, thrilled, relieved, and sad. All in one, and I have come to realize that I loved- no love this woman she was everything, perfect in my eyes, her beauty stood out, and I admire her loyalty. I was devastated to learn she was carrying my child. My kid, something I've dreamed of for a long time but they were alive and okay the only thing is she forgave us, but I feel as if she's not ready to get back to how we were we hurt her, and if I could go back in time and change that day I would. But I can't so I live with the consequences, the consequence of knowing if she loves me or not.
· 𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒂'𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒗 ·
Nonetheless, the mood I'm in today is a crappy mood I'm close to my due date like 3 months away and I'm so close to strangling someone. Klaus wants us to go the New Orleans to find out a witch conspiring against him, this and that. I Honestly, I'm just tired of the drama and want to have a vampire, a witch-free day, and sleep. Hopefully, I could find that in New Orleans.
New Orleans
"Amelia stay here while we handle some business it wouldn't take more than a couple of minutes " Elijah tried to persuade me to stay, but I wasn't. I shook my head and pointed a finger at him, " No, I'm not going back to just laying down all day I have back cramps all the time from the position I'm in and I don't like it. It feels uncomfortable" I whined pleading him to let me stay.
" Fine" he sighed rubbing his temples, " But you stay near me at all times do you understand?" he said. " Mhm," I shook my head with a small smile finally being able to be out of the house.
" Niklaus, you find the witch who's been conspiring against you?" Elijah asked with me walking behind him.
" No but what's Mil doing here, Elijah it's not safe for the mother of my child and my woman to be here where there are witches " he growled threateningly. " She's carrying my child as well Niklaus in case you forgot" he growled back stepping up to him.
" Woah, woah. Okay chill out I wanted to come as long as I stay near you two I'm good right" I put myself between the two men staring each other down.
" Didn't think you'd show" said a woman's voice appearing from the shadows. " Well, when I have people wanting to kill me I tend to get the job done first so what's this on you conspiring against me?" He asked annoyingly being bored out of his mind.
" Bring her out" she yelled.
Out came a woman stumbling out as the witches dragged her throught the floor. " What's the meaning of this?!" Elijah yelled.
" The meaning of this is, this is the woman you cheated with right? Well, I and the witches have a proposal we want you to drive Marcel Gerad out of New Orleans" she explained, " And if not then Anna doesn't live to see his next trimester" she threatened.
" So?, What should I care about some girl being pregnant kill it for all I care" he sneered not liking having this thing near the woman he truly loves.
" What.. so you mean she's pregnant?" Amelia asked more to herself but she didn't think anyone heard her. " Your lying it is not my child"
" Yes, it is your baby you know, your vampire of a werewolf bloodline? If you conceived with her over you can with everyone else" she explained.
· 𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒂'𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒗 ·
I had so many thoughts running through my head. Was it his baby? How though? Would he choose her? So many negative thoughts ran through my mind, how the fuck am I supposed to respond to this I didn't come here for this shit, as everyone was distracted I quietly but quickly snuck off from them, I can't do this bullshit right now.
· 𝒖𝒏𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒑𝒐𝒗 ·
How dare she take them from me ever since that night I knew we were destined to be together, I was supposed to be the one they'd love, the one to carry their child, then something clicked, I could just fake a pregnancy to get them back right? I mean it shouldn't be too hard I have a couple of friends in New Orleans who might just be able to help me and after today Klaus and Elijah Mikaelson will be mine and not hers.
