Redeeming Love

CHAPTER 8

Rebecca's POV

I know why he is saying such things, It is because of the grandpa...
Al
When grandpa said he wanted to talk to him I understood his expressions because he was
looking at him and me only while saying these words.
I'm glad he wants to try but what's the use of trying when you are not ready by yourself.

I hate the fact that he is trying all these things because of what grandpa said. It's not that I
don't want all this, but I wanted it when he was ready by himself, when no one said
anything to him to do for me. I wanted him to do it with his whole heart, not out of
responsibility, but out of love.

But again What can I expect from
The Great Sam Anantrakul...

Love? It's not even in his dictionary and not even trying with his own contemplation.
I want all these but when he will accept me not only as a responsibility
But also more than that.

I may have said those things to him but I will not accept anything from him until he
understands the real meaning of this marriage. If he is trying to do all these things as his
responsibility then I will also do my responsibilities as a wife.

But if he can't go further than that RESPONSIBILITY then I will too not initiate anything
because when I did he stopped me. He has to understand, he has shown much attitude of his
now it's my turn.

He needs to understand! I'm human too. It Hurts Me Too.

End of POV

They both came back after some talking and occasional glances, but apart from that, they
remained silent. He didn't know what to say, and she purposely chose not to speak.
Right now Sam is doing his work on his laptop sitting on his bed while becky is changing in the restroom, when she comes back she glances at her dear husband who was
in gross in his work not realising her presence, she sighed and move towards dressing table
to do her night routine.
After doing that she moves towards the bed to sleep, Sam diverts his gaze from the
laptop to her.
"You sleep here I will sleep on the couch" He said, making Becky's heart clench. He was about to stand up but Becky  interrupted.

"No need you sleep here, you will be uncomfortable there I will take the couch. It's enough
for me" she said, not looking at him taking the pillow from the bed and moving towards the
cupboard to take out the extra quilt, of course it hurts her.
This man said to give it a chance but did not want to share a bed just wow.
"No need I will manage you take the bed" He said making his way towards the couch but
before he could reach becky already settled on the couch.

"I am Ok here! And the bed is yours so you should sleep there, Good Night!" Her voice
came out a little harsh to which he frowned.
"I'm saying something! Follow it" He said sternly getting irritated but she didn't reply and
closed her eyes making him more angry.

'What's wrong with her? Everything was good during dinner, now she is showing her
attitude, was I wrong assuming her?'
'I said that because we never slept on the same bed, yes everyday I come late and found her
asleep so I sleep in the guest room, no one know that because I came late and woke up early,
and yesterday when I slept in this room she didn't even come to sleep, she preferred that so
called balcony so I thought she is uncomfortable sharing bed, now look like it is better only,
I was a fool to take her out on Dadu's request, I will not do anything now'
His thoughts made his anger rise more he strom his feet and went to his bed.

'When He is not even comfortable then why he said to give us chance? Now I'm sure grandpa
must have told him to take me out or he had felt pity on me because of my Birthday I HATE
MY BIRTHDAYS, I will not be even surprised now if he says that we never shared the
same bed, maybe we didn't! how can I know I never felt his presence on bed beside me'