Big Time Stalker

Part 3

He laughed and looked at the broken vase on the floor, "You still don't get it do you?"

I looked at him wondering what the hell he was talking about when he walked over and picked me up throwing me over his shoulder. I kicked and screamed the whole way to the bed and he threw me down on the bed climbing on top of me. He straddled me and I hit him and tried to get up and he said, "If I didn't care about you I would have left you on the side of the damn road all by yourself! I would have let you walk back to the hotel and wouldn't have given you a second thought! I damn sure wouldn't have tried to get inside your head to figure out what made you this way and I most certainly wouldn't have stood around the corner watching you until Carlos got there to make sure you were safe! You are by far the most infuriating person I have met in my entire life!" and he leaned down and kissed me again just as roughly as he had kissed me before.

I wanted to fight him but the less I fought the more passionate the kiss became. I started to feel any tension I had left for him quickly dissipate and felt myself starting to give in to the kiss.

He hesitated and backed up slowly getting off the bed and walked away from me. I sat up, "What...Where...How...Why? I don't understand." I said almost not being able to complete a sentence.

He looked back at me, "And you probably never will. Be safe going home." and he headed for the door.

I started to cry, "You think I'M infuriating? You keep kissing me and then telling me to leave. What the hell is your problem?"

He came back over to me, "I'm so attracted to you. It's like you have some kind of magnetic force pulling me to you but I just can't get involved with you because you have already played me for a fool and made me look stupid once and I won't let it happen again."

Still screaming at him, "Then STOP kissing me! Just leave me alone!" and I ran into the bathroom crying.

I sat on the edge of the tub with tears flowing and my mind raced, What the hell is going on here? I never want to let anyone get close to me again, but he keeps kissing me and I would be lying to myself if I said I didn't want him to do it again. My mind started to argue with itself, have you completely lost any sense you had left? You don't know him, and he is a male which means he will just break your heart like all the others. The other side argues back, but he seems to be different. He doesn't like to hurt people. He is a good person, and I can see that. Then the memories come flooding back, yeah like you thought your fiancé and your best friend were good people. You really are a bad judge of character.

I dried my eyes knowing he must have left by now and slowly opened the door. I looked around and didn't see him, so I started out of the bathroom and headed to the bed to lay down and drowned myself in my misery. I lay face down on the bed and cried not knowing what to do or think anymore. I just have to get out of here. I thought and almost immediately my thoughts changed, But if I stayed I could show Kendall that I'm not a horrible person.

I let out a scream in my pillow and almost immediately felt a hand on my shoulder. I jumped up and was looking straight at Kendall. I didn't have the energy to fight anymore so I just put my head back in the pillow and ignored him. He laid down on the bed next to me and put his arms around me.

I turned to him, "Why are you being so nice to me now? Where were you when I came out of the bathroom? Why can't you just leave me alone?"

He smiled, "Are you done playing twenty questions?" he asked calmly.

I just buried my head back in the pillow and said nothing. He stroked my hair, "I was around the corner waiting for you to come out. I knew you wouldn't come out if you saw me here. I can't just leave you alone because you said something that really bothered me, and I can't just let it go. I'm not being nice to you I'm just worried about you is all."