Love me easy

VIII

Tasia pov

It's been almost two weeks since me and raj last spoke to each other other than when it comes to faith. I must admit I felt bad for how everything went down the day but I have to get over it. Wasn't like we were together or anything, but I must admit our friendship wasn't platonic.

We didn't have sex or kiss each other on the lips but how we were with each other you would've thought we dated. Especially since Faith called her momma too. Not going to lie, I miss her.. a lot!!

She still calls Faith off of her I pad and talks to her everyday. I love that she didn't let what happened between me and her mess up her and my daughter bond. Like she promised faith, she took her on her little date the other day. They were so cute in their matching outfit faith picked out.

The outfit

Faith been with raj the last two days also. Today she comes back home around noontime. I decided to cook raj favorite dish shrimp scampi. Don't judge me I want us to just be cool again. You never know what you have till it's gone.

As soon as I'm done cooking i hear a knock on the door. Making sure it's then I check the camera then go unlock the door for them. "Mommy look what mama got me!!!" My daughter squealed. It was a necklace with her name on it.

Tasia- Awww raj, you didn't have to get her this

Raji- oh it's nothing anything for the princess

Tasia- has she eaten yet?

Raji- no, I have a snack to hold her for a lil bit longer... she says she wasn't hungry

Tasia- well i cooked, I would like you to stay and eat with us... please!!

Raji- only if faith want me to, than I will!

Faith- please mama, please stay! Can we watch a movie after to

Raji- yes baby I'll stay until it time for you to go to bed ok

Faith- yay mama staying mommy

Tasia- I hear that baby, let's go get cleaned up so we can eat princesss

Faith- okay

Raji- I'll be in the living room

I just nodded my not making further conversation. I'm going to again later. Once I got faith situated we all sat at the table and said grace together. Besides faith talking it was pretty quiet during dinner.

I wiped faith face and hand, than she ran to the movie room to pick a movie for all of us to watch. Alright now this is my chance to try and fix this.

Tasia- umm raj could we talk about us...

Raj- there is no us... the only discussion we will ever have is pertaining to faith. I'll start talking once I'm ready to.

Tasia- Taraji baby please don't be like this. I never meant for him to disrespect you like that. He's just my child father, nothing more. I hate that I've held this in for so long but I have there feeling that I don't quite understand when it comes to you. I really want to explore them if you let me. Watching you love in faith as if she was your own daughter makes me want you more. We c-

Raj- Fantasia you're rambling. I like you too and that day the everything went down I was going to ask you to be my girlfriend. But i refuse to be disrespected by my significant other ex. I'm not dealing with that. It's draining tasia, i don't even know if you're fully over him by how y'all were boo'd up in the kitchen. Don't get me wrong I miss you dearly but I'm not dealing with ex drama babygirl.

Tasia- I hear raj.. umm I think faith is rest for us.

My voice started cracking when I was talking, so I tried go hurry out the kitchen to gather myself. But she grabbed me by my waist and pulled me into a hug. We melted in each other arms. I whispered "I'm sorry" "it's ok mama"

Fantasia fighting for her and Taraji relationship!!!!

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