"i like my girls just like i like my honey, sweet.."
started- april 12th 2024
finished- ?
(i edit this mf everyday or whenever i get new ideas and wanna fix something so don't mind me)
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analeya was sitting in her car around 7:00 pm rolling up while music was playing at a medium tempo.
she hadn't spoken to anybody but her grandparents, but even then she only called to tell them what happened and that she was okay.
"my affection" by summer walker played in her 2024 nissan sentra while she laid back and sealed the blunt.
"come on baby throw that (shh,shh) im still checkin for my throwback since my teens go by in a coach seat and since we all grown up, you tryna show me"
analeya sung along to the song while she smoked and reminisced on the times where she wasn't sad. she was so tempted to go back to her old ways but she needed to be alone.
the girl wasn't aware that she was on thin ice with her family and friends.
"i can't believe this shit man." analeya said with tears streaming down her face and starting up her car.
truthfully she didn't even know where she was driving to, she was just driving around to clear her head.
recognize by partynextdoor and drake came on which made leya feel a pang of guilt in her heart.
"this one of her favorite songs." analeya thought to herself about her girlfriend, sai'elle.
analeya stopped the car and realized she was at the cemetery. she was avoiding it but her subconscious knew where she needed to be, that's why she drove there.
the young girl walked to the burial plot and took a deep breath.
In Loving Memory of Trinity Hope Harrison 02/14/2000-08/19/2024 The sweetest kindest soul.
"hi trin-trin. they been cleaning your stone baby." she spoke wiping the tears that already started to form.
"i know you probably cussing me out right now because i haven't been here in a while. i'm sorry. i just couldn't face the reality of you not being here anymore. sometimes i can face the truth and other times i can't. i miss you so much bro. i wish you were here. my mom came back, she's trying to get custody of arya and she wants a relationship with me and booda. i couldn't deal with all that, i shut down and drove to your old apartment just to remember you weren't gonna be there with open arms." analeya said pausing to breathe.
"i miss you, i miss my godson i have to get him soon. i wish i could've stopped you trinity. why would you leave me, tremani, & treyvon? i feel lost. can't make no friends but your ugly ass husband trey, i know you cussing at me fa that one too. i can just hear you now girl. i miss us as a crew. it was us 3 forever. my sister and brudda. we barely even talk anymore, he's so hurt and it's like what do i expect? it's been a year today. im gonna start visiting more tho i promise. show me a sign you hear me bitch damn! got me talking to the air and i know you clowning me." she said softly chuckling remembering what her bestfriend would say in this moment.
