Only To Be

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I got the name from Only To Be by Six60. It's a good tune!

Ship: Lukadrien

Tw: Anxiety

Luka POV

I sat on my bed, lost in thought. I knew I would cut it fine if I chose to get Andre's ice cream with my friends. 

"What are you thinking about Luka?" 

There goes Sass. Being nosy as usual. I sighed and fell backwards onto my pillow. "I don't know Sass. I'm just happy existing right now."

"But aren't you going to be late with your friendsss?" Sass asked.

Should I go? Will they want me there anyway? They probably won't even care if I turn up or not. I'm just Juleka's twin. It's not like I'm even part of the friend group! I'm just there, tagging along. I'll just get in the way. I don't even go to the same school! I was so lost in my web of madness that Sass had to shout in my ear to get me back down to Earth.

"What's up with you?"

I sat up and saw my mother at my doorway. "Aren't you going out to Andre's with your friends?" I shook my head. Anarka looked at me, searching for anything out of the ordinary. But I'd had plenty of practice masking my emotions. 

I looked at her, my face perfectly monotone.

"I don't really feel well.' Even if it wasn't the honest truth, it was close enough. As my mother gave me one last kind searching look, my kwami's eyebrows (What the hell?) creased in worry.

"Luka. Sssitting here all day isssn't going to help your mental ssstate! Going out and getting iccce cream with your friendsss will be better than worrying!"

As much as I hated to admit it. Sass was right. I stood up and grabbed my phone.

Group Chat

Luka: Coming now. Just had to finish a job.

Marinette: That's okay! We'll be at the Louvre. That's where Andre is.

Juleka: See you there. I had a job too.

(Time skip cuz I'm lazy).

I found everyone just outside the entrance to the Louvre. I banished my anxiety to the back of my mind.

"Luka! We thought you weren't going to come!"

Adrien ran over and gave me a bear hug. He's so cute. His eyes are like emeralds, his hair's like sunshine in summer, his-.

"Luka? Earth to Luka!"

I was snapped out of my trance.

"Aah Luka! I have just the perfect ice cream for you. Mint for his eyes! Vanilla for his hair and chocolate for his warm smile!"

Oh no.

My ice cream looked like Adrien.

No way. This has to be a mistake! I don't like Adrien.

Do I?

Marinette walked over to me. "What's up? You look stressed." I looked at her with what must have been a shocked expression and then looked back at my ice cream, which was now melting.

Marinette realised the situation. "Oh. OH!" She burst out laughing. "Haha. Okay. Um, how to put this? I have been shipping you two. I mean, Adrien literally has no idea he's being obvious about his crush!" She began to walk away.

What?!

"Mari. I think Andre might be right." Marinette turned on her heel. "What? Since when?"

I took a deep breath. "I have been having a full-on bisexual crisis ever since I met Adrien I just think I've been denying it. But now, I mean come on! My whole damn family is gay! It's in my blood!" I sat on a nearby bench.

Marinette understood this was not a joke. She put her hand on my shoulder. "Someone once told me you just have to follow your inner music. What do you think?"

I looked her in the eyes.

"I don't know."

Cliffhanger! Sorry for doing this. I will be doing part 2 soon. Also, bc I can. Table-flipping kaomoji! (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ Byeeeeeee!

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