Diary of Julian (The Forbidden Game)

Kissing?

              Day 4381 of I finally kissed her!

I kissed her and it was magical. It was completely beautiful and everything I could have wanted, well almost everything. I would like for it to be full of love from both sides, instead of just one sided. But she was kissing me back, there was no denying that she felt something for me. Maybe it wasn't as much as I felt for her, but she still felt something. Which means I have a fighting chance.

              Day 4384 of hints and nightmares

I went to her in her dreams. Her dreams have always been lovely, full of colors and laughter, but not lately. Lately her dreams have been blank, as if something has sucked the life out of them, and that's my entire fault. I try to give her good dreams occasionally, but I can't because I'm the Prince of Shadows, all I bring is sorrow and pain.

So I've been using her dreams to communicate with her instead. I give her hints about the game, clues so that she'll survive. But I never let her wake up in time because I want her safe, not her friends. I don't care about her friends. I only merely tolerate their presence in my world.

          4392 wait... did she just kiss me?

She kissed me. Without me having to convince her too. What just happened?