Diary of Julian (The Forbidden Game)

Letting Go

Day 4394 of making people happy... kind of

They found Summer and woke her up from the trance that I had placed her under. I don't think I have seen Jenny that happy in a long time. She smiled like I had just given her the entire world. Which, I guess, to Jenny it kind of was. I gave her back her close friend, unharmed and safe, and I expected nothing in return because I've given up. I've given up the game. It isn't worth it anymore; I know that I will never get to keep Jenny because she doesn't belong to me. She doesn't belong to anyone, and that's why I'm letting her go. As long as she finds her cousin and boyfriend, she can go free. I'm done stopping her.

Day 4395 of letting go

I was going to let her go, I was making a recovery. Then she had to go and test me. What right does she have to say that I'm not evil? I am evil! I am more evil than she thinks! I have done things that she couldn't even fathom, and she says that I'm not evil? She hasn't seen evil!

I was going to let her out of these games, but now I'mnot. Now I have something to prove. I'm going to show her how bad things cantruly get. I'm going to turn her world upside down. She may have thought that Iwas bad before, wait till she sees me now.