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Luke P.O.V

Me and the guys are leaving for tour in two weeks and I'm stoked.

I need to tell Eve how I feel but their is no possible way I could say it to her face,

Maybe I could text her but that's weird........ maybe a letter.

Yea I'll write a letter and give it to her at the airport.

Wait is she going to be at the airport, of course she will be Michael will make her go.

Ok I need to think of what I need to say, why am I even doing this I'm with Alesha I mean we obviously cant be together while I'm touring so we won't be together much longer but still.

I need to tell Eve how I feel or it'll drive me mad. She's good at that, driving me mad.

Maybe if we get back to where we were I won't screw it up I swear I just need her, even if its just as a friend.

What am I even thinking she's with David, and David seems like a cool dude for her..

He better be because she deserves so much more than average, she's definitely not average.

She's pure and kind, so kind. Her kindness is like contagious she makes me want to be better and I love that.

Anyway the letter I need to do this for me, for her, for us. Us in non existent

I start with....

Dear Eve,

I'm probably on tour right now so I wont have to face the embarrassment that comes with this letter. For a long time I've liked you a lot like a lot a lot. ( that's a good start I think)

But if we ever had an us  I'm sure I screwed that up. I told you all we would ever be is just friends, and less then a month later we were making out on my couch and you were laughing your confused laugh, which by the way is the sexiest thing ever. I can say all this now because I'm not saying it to your face. 

Anyway I don't know if this counts as cheating I don't think it does  but it  wont matter because Alesha amd I have ended or will have ended by the time your reading this.

So from here on out honesty starting now and up:

First off I want to start with the first time we kissed ,which just happened to also be the first time we made out. kinky huh ;)

Did you know your so kind like do you even try to be like that because your so kind and your so god damn polite and its so sexy, pretty much every thing you do is sexy.

When we first kissed I felt something I had never felt before I felt pure happiness, no worries or cares. just you and me kissing and it was fucking awesome. You make me forget everything but you and I and no one has ever done that.

Ok this is going to sound super creepy but I always used to watch you I know creep alert but I eanted to know everything about you, like I know when you don't understand something you'll do this laugh which I already mentioned . I know that your favorite bands are All Time Low and Blink 182, but you wouldn't tell your parents that because they want you to be the "good child". I also know  that your favorite thing to do is write you told me that at the zoo, you also said you'd let me read some of your stories, I'm going to hold you to that.

I want us to get back to where we were before all the shit I screwed up, I want to joke with you and watch you laugh until you cry. I want to watch scary movies with you and watch you jump a little every time something scares you.

I want us to be us without being an us because I really like you and I think you really liked me to,.

So here's my promise to you when I get back from out tour I  promise to make it up to you, we can go to the zoo and I throw you into the lions cage. We'll get cotton candy and run around the park like drunks.

Also do you remember the song that was playing on the bus on the way to the zoo I barely do because I was consumed by you I remember a couple lines

You had my heart, and we'll never be worlds apart

Maybe in magazines, but you'll still be my star

Baby 'cause in the dark, you can't see shiny cars

and that's when you need me there

With you, I'll always share

I now declare this our song Eve, don't worry I wont tell your parents ;)

Love

         Luke<3

Now I just have to wait till the airport to give it to her.

I just have to keep it a secret till then.