Is This What It Takes To Keep You

Oh My Lord

My POV <3
"Hope we need you upstairs," I yelled after the 5 minutes were up.She came upstairs and they all attacked her with questions. "Calm the fuck down and yes me and Taylor are dating!" We were talking when Taylor yelled up the stairs

"Kaitlyn can you and your friends come meet my friends and one isn't here yet." We all walk down stairs and I see 12 other boys. Oh my lord I thought I can't save all of them. They all found their perfect guy.

I just walked back you to my room and went to find my best friend in the whole wide world. I found him in the box of my razor. I took my blade out and out it against my skin. I closed my eyes and slipped the blade across my skin. One for not being good enough for anybody and four more for what I do to my self right across my arm. I cleaned my arm.

I grabbed my guitar. I opened my window and climbed out then closed it back up so no one knew I was up here. I up my guitar on my back and climbed up to the one spot that from any side of the house you can't see it. I have been coming up here since I little. It was my escape place from everything else. Not even Taylor knew where it was. I started playing my favorite song Nothing To A King by Sammy Wilkinson and Skate Maloley. When a car pulled up climb up enough to see who gets out of the car and dame he was fucking hot as hell. He would never like me so I went back to playing the song. Why do this to me, why now. Oh My lord.

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