Is This What It Takes To Keep You

I can't do this

I can't believe I said that but I just meet him. I don't know what he's like. "Let's go down but you can never tell anyone about this spot ok." "Wait why did you change after all this time. When I first saw you I didn't know you were Taylor's twin. When I saw your brown hair then you turned around and I saw those bright blue eyes I fell in love with you. When I saw you get bullied I made sure you didn't. I knew I couldn't protect you, your senior year because I was one grade ahead. I didn't know that they got to you so much in one year that you started cutting yourself." I didn't know what to say I just started to climb down. I heard him call my name but I didn't turn around. I needed to get away for a minute. I want to ride my motorcycle to the one place I'm comfortable which is my schools music room. I got down stairs before he did and I walked right out the door to see Jeydon. Now it's a bigger mess. That I can't escape from. What I'm gonna do even though I love both of them but I can't choose between them.